She fell in love with the celebrity. She fell so deep for him to the point where she would get crazy or jealous when he would be seen with someone on the streets, or when a girlfriend of his posted a picture, getting cozy together or to close
She fell even deeper in love with him, everything about him amazed her, even the way he walked or the way his lips wrapped around a voice made her smile and think about that gorgeous smile of his
But he didn't love her, he didn't look at her in another way than just another girlfriend, she was just another woman in his life he cherished and loved to hang out with and watch a movie of even seat in silence
The reality hit her like a truck. He didn't love her, and as if it wasn't enough, he pushed her away, he didn't replay with her texts anymore, he didn't pick up her phone calls, he didnt follows her on any social media. It's like she never existed in his life.
It took her a while to get over him. And by a while I mean months. She couldn't forget him so easily and so fast when he was everywhere. Literally everywhere. He was on TV, on radios and next door.
It wasn't until she got to travel with her current boss around the world. She is a guitarist and she got a place in Harry's band after she recorded herself play instrumental and then she was in. She sends vocals as well but they didn't say anything
She was grateful she had a new job and she would be traveling around the world, would be busy all the time so she would forget somehow about him. She was grateful because her mind will be too busy to make time to see him or even remember something about him
Months later the Tour was almost over. She made friends with everyone in the band. She got even a best friend, one friend who wouldn't hide her from his fans, someone who would encourage her to speak about her feelings and never put herself second because she should come first
They were chilling in a room watching videos and dancing and singing and she got some notifications on her phone. She saw she has been tagged in a few pictures and she clicked on them seeing his face.
He wasn't alone. He had a girl between his arms who she recognizes as Hailey, his other best friend. She looks at the caption seeing what they wrote this time. It was usual for his fans to tag her in his pictures or videos, she didn't mind though. It's a fan thing, they want to attract more people
She tapped on his official page to see what was the problem and why were they losing their minds over a picture of them, it's not like he didn't show her off before on his social media.
It wasn't until she saw a big diamond ring on her finger and a bright smile on her face, eyes half-closed because of the big smile she put on.
She excused herself and went outside taking a deep breath in and sat down on the cold stairs looking to nothing actually. She remembers everything. Every conversation, every touch, every laugh, every laughter that was shared between them and every tear
She is sad, she feels strange. She knows now that nothing will bring him into her arms now. He's engaged with his best friend and there's nothing she can do about it but hope and pray he is happy next to her
'Do you need some company?' Harry asked taking a seat next to her, handing her cup she had a mixture with juice and whiskey. She took it and smiled bringing the cup to her mouth taking a sip 'How do you feel spots ?' He asked and she shrugs
'I'm fine.' She said looming ahead of her and he nods 'I didn't ask how are you, asked how you feel ' he said and turned his body towards her and her sigs as he waits for her to speak up 'I don't know how I feel. Sad, strange, shouldn't feel anything though because he was never mine' she said and he nods
'You were best friends it totally normal for you to feel this way. I understand you ' he said and she sighs turning her head looking at him 'I never loved someone as I loved him, I was crazy about him, everything about him was just amazing for my eye to watch and be able to see him day by day '
'If shouldn't have open my mouth and tell him my feelings for him, maybe something would have been different now ' she said looking away, taking a deep breath 'I don't know anymore. Just hope he's happy and this is what he wants ' she said and he nods
'Maybe this was meant to happen. I mean if you weren't that sad after he pushed you away from you wouldn't apply for the job, and you wouldn't have been here now with us ' he said and she nods 'Most probably' she said and he laughed softly
'You would have wasted so much talent. You play guitar amazingly and your voice is just as beautiful. You can write music as well. Youre just as funny and beautiful, everyone would be happy to have you Y/n. Don't waste your time, love and tears on someone who doesn't know your value' he said and pushed her hand through her said then got up walking back in
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'We broke up!' He said looking into nothing and she smiled 'That's fine, you're fine ' she whispered and he shook his head 'It's not fine, I thought we were ok, and then she calls me just to say she's in love with someone else and that I'm absent in her life ' he said and threw the pillow ok the floor
'She knew I'll be away most of the time and we'll ne together when she wants to fly here to me.' He said and she sighs 'You know, someone told me once something very important ' she said and he looks at her
'What's that?' He asked looking carefully into her eyes waiting for her to talk 'Don't waste your time, love and tears on someone who doesn't know your value' ' she said and he shook his head smiling at her
It's crazy how she turned his world upside down. He didn't believe in friendship between a girl and a boy because one of them would eventually be fell in love with one another sooner and later
He loved the months she was around him, the way she made him smile whenever she would be around or talk about random things and throw a random fact about whatever she sees in front of her or heard about before
He is scared... He never had a girlfriend like her before. One who can understand him and never judge him. Someone who would give up sleep guys to listen to his thoughts
He seats for hours and thinks about how can someone not love her. How can someone not like her or give her the love and affection she needs.
He wanders how Justin could give up on her and why. He didn't love her, you can't force love, he gets that. But not loving someone and pushed them away are two different things
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2,739,729 likes 38547 comments harrystyles: we had a karaoke night. Should reconsider her place in this band
@haroldmysavior omg, you got matching clothes 🥺🤧 @adoreharrys he looks so great in white @ynbieberfv man, I wish she and @justinbieber would still talk
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I know some of y'all think and wonder why this is more about Y/n and less about Justin, but I feel that it should be more about Y/n since we are all her in away. So please think about that
