just another day

鳴禽 | s o n g b i r d

i really miss him.

it's been a week since he was gone, which means one more week until he comes back. me and asagao slept in army's bed... it smelt like him. i miss his scent, i can't really describe it but it's comforting.

some of my culture is based on scent. i remember people by a specific scent they have... mask smells like laundry and sometimes oregano oil. skull smells like bubbles, if that make any sense.

home is my favorite smell, and army too.

since army being gone there was no s4 meetings, because i said we couldn't until he got back. s4 wouldn't be s4 without him.

i saw army's manual again... i know i shouldn't look but this time i couldn't help myself, i badly wanted to know what's he written in there. i open time a random page.

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February 14

Valentine's day, meaning another one of Aloha's party.

Just about everyone had a date, except for me, and well aloha too

This is by far my least favorite holiday, and Alohas parties don't help either

"S4 is required to go" is the only thing that's making me attend them, besides the fact that Aloha will pick me up and bring me there himself, that and they're the only thing distracting me from the rest of the forsaken holiday

This year's theme was lovebirds or songbirds, one of the two. You would get a little origami bird and write the name of someone you like in it, then somehow give it to them without them seeing you, personally I think it's childish

That didn't stop me from wishing one of those little birds flew it's way over to me

-Army

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i just sat there, that's all i could do. i do have a trouble of reading, so i had to reread a couple of times to get what he wrote. it kind of tore me.

i remember that night i got about 16 of them. all different colors of white and red, but there was this one little pink bird. he was a simple bird and on its wing... now i could tell who's handwriting it was.

but the sad part is... i never got to give him mine.