Oh My Omega

Chapter Nineteen

Haru
Takato called me last night and was crying over the phone begging me to come and take him with me even though I couldn't understand everything he was saying.

I already knew something was wrong because he loved Yuki so much that he wouldn't tell me he hated him even though I knew he didn't mean it.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked Takato while driving the car but he seemed out of it.

"Does mama hate me? I told mama something bad last night." He informed me as he hung his head low in guilt making me shake my head.

"He loves you with all his heart that's why mama wants what's best for you." I responded hoping that he was satisfied with my response.

"Then why does mama not want to be a family with papa? Don't say it's adult stuff." He demanded as he glared at me like he was ready to claw me.

I sighed as I kept my eyes in the road thinking for the best explanation and just chose an honest approach.

"You know, you shouldn't be angry with mama. A longtime ago, I did a bad thing to your mom because I was a bad person. I looked for your mommy but couldn't find him and when I did; I found out that you were born and I wanted to make both of you happy but I just kept on hurting your mommy instead of helping him."

"Why did you hurt mommy?"

"Because I wasn't a good person then but now I am a good person but the bad things I did, I'm being punished for it now. That's why we can't be family. Takato why I'm telling you this is because, your mom loves you and if there's anyone you should hate, it should be me...for making your mommy cry." I explained and then Takato kept quiet as he started to reason everything I said.

"But did you tell mama sorry and promise you'll never do it again?"

"Yes I did. That's why, if you don't want papa to do anymore bad things; will you follow your mommy to the States? I promise that we'll always call and you'll come visiting anytime you want." I said before Takato smiled at me and nodded.

"I'll call mama when we get home and I'll tell mama I'm sorry again when I go home." He said before I ruffled his hair and he giggled.

Takato fell asleep by the time I arrived to my house.

I carried him to the room I prepared for him, leaving it slowly and closing the door behind.

"Who is the kid?" Asami asked politely when she walked to the dinner with me where I was presented a cup of coffee.

"My son with Yuki." I responded as I took a sip of the creamy coffee.

Asami glared at me in disbelief but then I pulled out a copy of the DNA report from my pants pocket and gave her.

"How is that possible? Explain things to me." She requested before I sighed and held her hands.

I started to tell her the truth. The whole truth including the horrible things I did to Yuki.

I told her how I raped him, secretly searched for him, discovered about Takato and how my relationship with him went down south.

"I may never be able to fix things again with him but I can fix the issues I have now so that if we ever see again I'll be able to hold my head high. That is why Asami..." I said as I went on my knees and held her hands.

"Will you forgive me for everything I've done? For ignoring your feelings even when we've been married for seven years, for not supporting the thought of our child? Will you forgive me for being a terrible husband and father? Because the only way I can set myself And Yuki free is to cleanse my soul so please help me." I requested as I squeezed her hands in comfort.