My Babysitter (gxg)

Chapter six: "what did I do"

Just wanna say sorry for the bad chapter it was awful and I'll try to make it up in this one ❤ I even fixed it up so go ahead and read

I woke up to a sore body and a bothered mind. Today was gonna be shitty I could feel it, I was gonna be crying, chain smoking or downing liquor by the end of it.

Either way I still got up and went to the bathroom, I was aching. My core was sore from the fling with my girl.

I had a hot bath to try and sooth myself, it was of little use though. I got dressed in a baby blue sundress and black slides. Then I put my hair into a top bun and got my stuff.

Sadly I had to do cheer leading today, I am the captain afterall. It would hurt but whatever I'll live through it I guess.

I went downstairs and saw Harmony sitting around her island drinking coffee. She looked at me with no emotion then looked back down. I could tell she didn't very much like me again.

This was killing me because I hate to admit it, but she's interesting. Something about her, how silent she is at home. How beautiful and dominant she looks.

Yet I never see her have an interest in any teacher at school.

"Good morning," I said lightly.

She looked at me but didn't answer.

"No time for eating were gonna be late," she said and got up. I followed her into the car but got in the back.

Well if she doesn't like me I'll stay away.

She drove to school and I got out of the car.

I went to my group of friends I took molly for a second. I pulled Molly into the bathroom and began to cry.

"I had sex with her," I held my head, she looked at me with confusion.

"Bae what's wrong, you always wanted to do stuff with her,"

"I broke my grounding and Ms. Evans caught me, like right after sex and she called me a whore and I feel like shit. What if she tells my parents or something"

She held my face in her hands, "did you take your pills?"

"What the fuck, I'm telling you this as a friend, my best friend, I really need your support." I lashed out at her.

She sighed, "your over reacting and I can tell your moody, just take your pills,"

She left the bathroom and I came out with her.

Our other friends began to talk, such idiots.

"Dari, I heard you were seen with Lia in her car, where did y'all go?" Lee asked.

"I went to her house and had sex," I said plainly.

"Oh my god y'all had like..." Henry gasped and Rosie laughed hard.

"Yes, with a thick strap and I was moaning her name so hard I almost shit myself."

"I did notice the limp," Yvonne winked and the others cracked up.

We made our way to English class, I turned in my computer and typed up my work.

She gave us a poem (Orchids) and even more work. I finished my work early and wrote a note.

I laughed and pretend to read it so she took it from me.

I knew you'd take this paper but ok. I wanted to say sorry for disrespecting your rules and being well a whore I feel like shit.

I just want this to be ok since we basically live together ok

~Darien

She crushed the paper and threw it into her bin. I felt my heart ache at her actions, she was being bitchy.

Class ended and I stayed back until everyone left. Then I went over to Harmony.

She looked at me with her hazel eyes and asked irritatedly, "what do you want?"

"I want for you to not be mad at me," I touched her hand.

"I'm not mad, just disappointed," I sighed and looked down.

"It's my body you know, and I'm pass the age of consent, the only thing wrong is that I broke my grounding, and I apologize." I said in a whisper

"It's not that either," I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Then what is it?" I grabbed her hand and she pulled away.

"I was jealous ok!" I widened my eyes and blushed. Why would she be jealous, did I really make her jealous, gosh.

I went closer to her and our faces were at least an inch apart. I leaned in to kiss her but she pushed me away gently.

She looked at me momentarily before pulling me in for a kiss. My face flushed and I felt tingles run from my head to toe.

I was almost on the tip of my feet due to height difference.

Her lips were soft and minty, I wanted more. Her hands found the back of my head and pulled me closer.

I put my hands over her shoulder as our kiss deepened.

We pulled away for air and I groaned at the loss of contact. She looked at me as she stumbled back to her chair.

"You should go to class, Darien,"

"Harmony we need to talk about what you said and what just happened," I bit my lip.

"When were home," she held her head down, "I've got a next session coming in soon."

I left her class and went to my next, art.

I had a certain type of love for art, it's a beautiful subject, though difficult to others.

When I got there the class was already seated and ready for the session.

I went to her desk, "I'm so sorry for being late Ms. Leu."

She smiled, "don't worry Darien, go have a seat,"

Coincidentally, the only seat left was beside Lia, my girlfriend. I sat text to her and she kissed my cheek, I smiled awkwardly.

"You look weird," she touched my face, "you ok?"

I nodded, "listen to the teacher alright," she shrugged.

We were to do drawings, portrait drawings, but we'd be making a collage. Somewhat of people you knew or just seen.

I didn't start mine yet, "what's wrong Darien?" Ms Leu asked.

"Uh nothing I'm just kinda out of it right now is it ok if I do it another day?"

"Of course, you are my star child anyways," I smiled and got up when the bell rung to leave.

Lia grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear, "you sure you ok?"

I nodded and walked off to lunch

Hey guys I have decided that I'll leave the previous chapter. It was bad but whatever I hope this one was better and I love y'all bye.

Ik you see this almost everywhere but keep safe corona virus is deadly and I'd love for y'all to jus keep healthy and clean