THe LOST soUL

Chapter 31

No proofreading.
Forgive my grammatical mistakes.

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Everyone shocked to hear what Ming just said.

What happened  Champ?
Why you suddenly want  this transfer?

Beam nudge his elbow.

Beam came close to him.

Ming,  you want to refresh your mind.
You need a break right?

Ming nod.

Okay!
I also think  that you should change your atmosphere.

But Bea... Forth try to said but Beam cut  his words.

No.. P'Forth.. Let him go.

Beam knows that Kit was standing  behind the window at the corner.

Forth took Ming at home.

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Here you rest at home for few days,  let me call to Dean.

Forth made Ming comfortable on his bedroom.

Beam who was standing  beside him came close to him.

Ming..
Call Beam.

Yes P'Beam.

Can i talk with you about your personal  life?

You are family P'Beam.
Answer  Ming with smile.

Beam replied with a warm smile.

By the way P'Beam.. Did my P'Forth ever tell you that you  have the sweetest smile in this whole world?
Said ming teasingly.

Beam feel his cheeks start burning.

Stop it Ming.
Said Beam shyly.

We're talking  about you.

Tell me Nong.

This transfer of yours is because of Kit,  right?

Ming keep his mouth shut and head low.

Ming....?
Beam call again.

P'Beam let me go please.
Ming pleaded.

But Ming...

No P... I'm  feeling  suffocating  here.
Please....

But Ming you shou...

P'Beam....p.. Please naa...
I can't see my kitt... Ahh... I... I mean Nong Kit there with hate in his eyes for me.

This time Ming voice broke.

Beam came to him and hug him.
Stop already you cry boy.

I'm  sorry P.. I'm so sorry.
I hurt you and your brother.
Let me go from your life please.
I want to give Kit what he want.

Yo-you know P'Beam... What he said that night. *sniff*
H-he said me that he he hate me P'Beam. *hic*
I was waiting for him P,  *sniff* everyday i thought  that at least once he will come to see me.
I know...*sniff * I know that i hurt him and you, but P...am i...am i this much bad? Tha... That he didn't  come to see me atleast for a single time. *sniff*  Don't  my love has this little  power that it could bring him to see me for once.
I...i love him so much... He... He is my life but he don't want to see my face... He... He said... He said that he dont want me to touch him... He p..push me when i tried to hug him. L..last two months was very beautiful for me... He be...became  my life P... But but he said don't come in front  of me again. Ho... How could i live here with his memories in my heart, in my house, in my university P...