In The Spectrum [ N.C. ] ON HOLD

*Chapter 10 - CRUSH

Olivia's POV:

So many things happened today, and i didn't know how to explain how i was feeling.

Noah and i kissed, and this time it wasn't to make someone angry, we were alone, and i felt.. something. I don't know what that is, but i don't wanted to leave that studio to go to class.

Noah is not like any guy i've met before. Since day one he's made me laugh, and he accepts who i am, he makes me feel like i'm not weird, to him, i'm special, and that's all that matters.

I want to be with him every day, i don't know how that works. I usually don't see people more than once or twice a week, but i just want to sit next to him, even if we don't talk at all. these feelings are frustrating. especially because i can't put a name on them.

After my classes, i went home, tomorrow is gonna be thanksgiving so i'll be off school for a couple of days, at least. I don't know how i feel after my lunch date with Noah, but i guess its good to take a few days to figure it out.

I get out of the bus and start walking towards my house, I walk in and get startled by my sister's squeal on the other side of the kitchen.

"Baby sissss!!" my sister ran to hug me and i sighed hugging her back but she knew it was gonna be probably the only hug we'd share in her visit.

She's older than me, a couple of years, and she decided to go to college in another state. That's why i only get to see her in holidays like this one. I am really so so glad she came home because she's the only one that i can talk to about Noah.

The both of us helped mom prepare some things for the thanksgiving dinner, Violet was telling us all about her problems at the dorms at college, and the heat in her state, i smiled listening to her, i wish i was as brave as her to leave my mom's house and go to school alone, but i could never do that, i am not ready for that big of a change.

My sister and i were now upstairs at my room. She was laying on my bed as i finished my homework.

"You know... you look different" she said and i turned around frowning. she was grinning

"Why? i look exactly the same" I reply not understanding what she meant. she looked at my face again

"I don't know, if i didn't know any better i'd say you have a crus--" she stopped gasping and covering her mouth with her hands, her eyes big and sparkly "Olivia Marie Forbes! you have a crush on someone!" she said standing up form the bed and walking to my desk closing my notebooks.

"A crush? you're crazy, i don't do those kind of things, you know me" I said still looking at my computer with my essay opened. a message popped up, Noah asking me how i've been.

"So.. Noah, huh?" she said with a smirK and i rolled my eyes as i continued to write my essay.

"Noah is my new friend. My therapist told me i needed to make a friend" i say matter of factly "it is not a crush" I sigh still looking at the screen of my laptop, when another message from Noah pops ups 'Can't wait to see you on Tuesday'