( Tsukishima x Reader) His One And Only

ℂ𝕙𝕡𝕥 𝟙𝟜: 𝕀 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖 ℍ𝕒𝕕 𝔼𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙

Author note:

Trigger warning, this chapter may be uncomfortable for some, includes low self esteem and depressing thoughts. Plzzzzzz don't read if you feel uncomfortable. These are some thoughts that occur in my life so I thought about putting it in the story. I apologize 🥺🙏🏽🙇‍♀️.
Thank you and hope you enjoy
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A couple of weeks have passed by and you were still wondering if you should live with Kei or not. You were only a first year in high school after all so it felt like a lot of pressure. But thankfully they are willing to give you as much time as you need to come up with an answer.

Your test came back from being graded and you got a 98%. However.... you weren't happy with your score. You've always strived to get perfect scores, and even if you got A's, there was always a need for improvement. So when you got your test, you stuffed it in your bag hoping the classmates who sit near you wouldn't be able to see.

You set a goal for yourself, making sure to reread, practice, and brainstorm. But when you received results.... it never felt like it was enough. You had always doubted yourself. But of course, behind a smile, you chose to hide it.

Hey, hey, hey! And just when you thought those girls wouldn't leave you alone ohohoho~ surprise surprise..... these bitches didn't.

When they would make fun of you for random things, you honestly didn't mind it so you didn't care. But when the topic was about your personal life..... you were sensitive about it. Very sensitive. So it kind of hit you once they talked about it.

"I've heard that you are dating Tsukishima." One said.

You stayed silent not wanting any commotion.

" Your parents should of taught you better. Not to steal things that were already claimed~ how selfish of you." Another cooed. Your brow twitched.

You and the girls were outside during lunch break, and there wasn't anyone to see what was happening so they could say anything they wanted.

To be honest.... you didn't know what was going on and why. These little plastic potatoes came out of no where and started talking. Plastic and potatoes you might ask...... I don't know either.

"He is probably only with you out of pity. Giving you attention that your poor parents could never give~"

'You know nothing about me...' you thought. It wasn't the fact that they were making fun of you. It was that they were talking about sensitive topics.

At some point you could feel yourself break, as the group was just filling your head with words. You've had enough.

I mean like they were talking shit. What did they expect you to do. " Oh hunny, the only reason that you are here is because you are a failed abortion. So why not just leave Tsukishima alone? I'm pretty sure it would help the both of us a lot."

Without further notice you pushed the girl to the ground leaving the rest of her little group stunned. You walked back into the school building. You didn't care about the things that they said about you and Kei. But when they brought up your patents, you really couldn't argue because you knew nothing about them. So there was no point in saying anything.

"What happened to your big talk? You're so quiet~ why don't you talk back like you did last time, huh?"

You walked into your classroom. Sat down at your desk and laid your head down. Yamaguchi and Kei were on the rooftop most likely waiting on you but you wanted to be left alone. So you skipped lunch for the day.

The bell was about to ring meaning that class would start soon. When Kei and Yamaguchi walked back into the class. They were surprised to see that you were here the whole time. Kei walked up to you but in a soft tone he spoke, " Where were you idiot?"