the hardest thing in the world
is reaching for the strength and humility
to admit
i will never be able to bring him back by any of my own means.
...
think of the worst case scenario.
that,
i have to relinquish the illusion of control,
leave it in Another's hands,
and comes to peace with the possibility of that all too frightening reality.
...
i know exactly who i am without you. that never meant i like that person or want to be her.
- mental merry go round
YOU ARE READING
ruby
Poetrypoems about the next stage of my life, hopefully about new experiences but also about hanging onto something the heart has desperately longed for and isn't quite ready to give up
