I'm in love with my brothers Bestfriend//Mattia polibio

💎17//Sorry💎

You got home and you just layed in your bed and just cried, Alvaro comes in your room and say "where you go?"

You: to the park

Alvaro come to you and hugs you and you just cried I his arms, you cried in his chest and you said "was I not enough?"

Alvaro: you are enough he just didn't deserve you but you gotta promise me, you won't go back to him

You wanted to cry when he said that but you just shook your head Yes and you hug him again while crying, after Alvaro left Mattia text you
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Mattia🥺💔

Hey y/n....

Hey....

Can we talk in person? Please

I can't, I'm not strong enough,
I'm just gonna cry, I'm sorry

Please y/n

Okay fine where?

The park rn please?

Okay see you there

Okay thank you so much...
I love you a lot.....just know

Love you too ig😕

Okay see you soon
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You got up again and put your shoes on and you walk to the park, when you got there you see Mattia and he's looking down and just crying, you go up to him and say "hey..."

he look up at you and just hug you tight, but you didn't hug back :( he stops hugging you and he says "I'm sorry" you just look down and say "we can be friends, not anything more" he looks down and says "oh okay"

he hugs you tight and you hug him back and he lets go and kisses your forehead and says "I will always love you.." you get tears in your eyes, and you just said "mhm" you turn around and walk off but Mattia Yells "WAIT" you turn around and say "what?" He goes to you and hugs you tight and he looks in your eyes and you just look at him back and you think to yourself your just in love with Mattia, y'all are just staring at each other then Mattia kisses you and you kiss back but you pull away and say "I'm sorry I can't" you run off crying again

you got home and you run to your room and just put a pillow in your face and you scream in it and you just fall on the floor and continue crying, you started to go through some videos of you and mattia, you eventually cried yourself to sleep, you woke up and it's 2, you get up and you couldn't really see that good because your eyes were puffy from crying

you get up and you hear Alvaro and the boys down stairs, you go to the restroom and wash your face but you really couldn't see because your eyes were still puffy, you walk down stairs and all the boys are there beside Mattia, they look at you and kairi gets up and hugs you (you was really close to kairi, you told him everything)

you hug him back and he says "its okay Bestfriend" you just hug him then you hug the rest of the boys, you go and sit beside kairi and Alvaro and they try making you happy but you just felt so numb

you went to the kitchen and you made eggs for yourself and you eat them then you went back where the boys were and Alvaro says "you want breakfast?"