Why Her (SNSD Fanfiction)

Chapter 10

The girls changed into a more comfortable costume, it's a custom shirt that they all designed themselves with the logo of GG in the front and a 10th anniversary phrase and at the back are their favorite numbers and names.

Tiffany's painful migraine is still there but it subsided a little bit, she still manages to act normally so it's okay for her. When they went back to the stage the crowd went wild again. "We're so sorry for making you guys wait we had a minor zipper problem back there but no worries we're here now!" Soo said with her cheerful voice, "It's been a long time since I wore these kinds of costumes." Jessica said and the girls smiled looking at her "BTW! Before we forget! Kim Taeyeon! It's finally your turn! We're all looking forward to your cheesy message for Fany-ah!" Sunny said while chasing after Taeyeon. "Don't make us cry too bad Taengoo I don't want to look like a hot mess." Yuri said, Hyo laughed at her and said "You already did that when you said your message earlier and not to mention you slumed down on the floor bawling your eyes out! HAHAHAHA!" everyone laughed and Yuri's cheeks started turning red "YAH!" she shouted but the laughs just got louder.

Taeyeon's POV

I stood up from my seat and went in the center, I faced Pany-ah and the girls, "Okay okay! I hope I won't disappoint you with my message, it's kinda embarrassing now that I think about it." I said, the girls laughed at me "Oh c'mon we all did it! Read it so it's fair and besides we saved the best for last so you better do good Kim Taeyeon!" Soo said with a grin on her face.

I looked around and everyone as looking at me, I felt nervous and anxious. "Pany-ah, you are someone really special to me....hahah I can already feel the tears coming...uhmm yo-you're my happiness, I've s-said it before, to be honest when the director asked me that question I w-wasn't really prepared nor did I ever thought of n-not h-having y-you around.....we've been to-together for almost 13 years n-now...se-seeing you in the m-morning is a-already part o-of my daily r-routine now, that is if you don't have schedule which you always tell me about...u-uhm....w-when uhm...wh-when we were trainees y-you w-would a-always do these crazy things just to make me laugh whenever I'm down...I'd say o-one of the c-craziest thing you've ever done back then would be when I ran away from the dorm 'cause I was having second thoughts about being the leader...y-you looked for me and fo-found me in the Han River, you had a high fever that time but you still looked for me out in the cold and when we got back your fever got worse but instead of resting you annoyed me all night just so I'd tell you what was bothering me.....Pany-ah yo-you're.....uhm..y-you're a very v-very important person in my l-life....you've been there with me through thick and thin...we've spent more time together than we have with our families, I-I know I-I'm a handful sometimes a-and I'm sorry for all the mistakes I made in the past...I-I got used to b-being with you t-that the t-thought o-of n-not se-seeing y-you wh-when I a-arrive b-back h-home i-is new and kinda painful.....t-to b-be h-honest I d-don't want you to l-leave....I know I'm being selfish by saying this but throughout my career in this i-industry, y-you w-were always there we've d-dreamed of this together and we've a-achieved it together, t-that c-continuing t-this w-without y-you s-seems kinda pointless to me anymore.....b-but I k-know y-you'll c-com-...(Sigh)..come back to us s-someday.....a-and I know you'll want us to continue on and we r-respect that....w-we'll stay s-strong a-and w-wait for y-you Pany-ah......b-before I totally loose it I j-just w-wanna s-say t-thank you f-for everything, f-for b-being the b-best f-friend I r-really needed, f-for b-being a r-reliable and s-supportive m-member.....thank y-you f-for b-being y-you....I k-know y-you know t-this a-already b-but I just w-want you to hear it and for everyone to k-know, I love y-you P-Pany-ah and I-I'll always be h-here for y-you f-forever and a-always.."

And with that I kinda lost it a little bit but quickly composed myself since I'm not finished yet. "Wait b-before I e-end my s-speech I-I'm g-gonna sing a s-song for Pany-ah....t-this s-song is d-dedicated to y-you and I hope it represents my f-feelings f-for you."