chapter 18 myself

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"We're sorry!" Both of them bowed, I looked down at them sucking on a lollipop.

Don was on his knees begging for forgiveness, and Gilda was bowing as I sat there on the bed, Ray holding my hand. Norman my shoulder and Emma were hugging me from behind resting her head on my head.

"I was filled with Angry, I said things I didn't mean I was scared and sad, you guys didn't trust us or relied on us. And when I sore you in the room I assumed." Don said breaking down, as he bangs the floor with his hand crying uncontrollably under me.

Flashback.

"Y/n! I'm sorry, please forgive me!" Little don cried as he tugged on my skirt.

He ardently pushed me when he was cranky, he was crying like crazy as I only gave him pitiful glances. While Norman, Ray gave him glares.

Later that night while I was wrapping my wrist, when Don pushed me I twisted my wrist I landed on it wrong.
Little don was walking by and watching sadly.

"Does it hurt?" I heard him ask I look up to see him, we glossy eyes. He hugged me quickly and cried and begged for forgiveness. I forgave him and yet he still pleaded I could only tell him it was okay and that I'm fine.

Flashback.

As I watch him beg for forgiveness as if a sinner was pleading for his life to be speared.

"Big sister please forgive us.." I turn Gilda whisper she was also crying now, a small crying flash before my eyes.

'Will you forgive them?'

'What type of question is that? Of course, I would there still kids after all. They get carried away with the emotions.

Alastor why are you hiding anyway?! They know what I am.'
He didn't respond, I sighed catching both of their attention.
I stand up quickly, as they stare at me in fear.

"I forgive you," I said their eyes light up in joy and they jump into hugging me.

"Thank you Y/n and I am sorry!" They said in sync, I couldn't help but smile.

"You guys have to give me all your dessert for a whole week though! And stop saying sorry you're almost as bad me!" I said we all chuckle.

"I need to prepare for my battle with Nat soon, I'll be in the music room if ya need me," I say standing and leaving for the door.

"oh yeah the bet, it's almost time isn't it are you gonna play something after dinner against nat," Gilda says

"Okay, i'll see you soon," I smile and walk down the stair to the music room.

I sit down and grab a bass guitar, and pull out a sheet of music, I sigh and look around the small room.

I hear a knock and the door open to see Norman, he gave me a small smile.

"Hey,"

"Hey."

"How's the song?" He asks me about taking a seat. In front of me.

"I've finished everything so good, but I can't play the bass that well," I say he chuckles.

"Well then it's good you have me for that then," he says taking the base and the music sheet and starts to play.

I smile at him and he smiles back, I go to the piano and start to play. And then I sing.

"Let's go in the garden
You'll find something waiting
Right there where you left it
Lying upside down
When you finally find it
You'll see how it's faded
The underside is lighter
When you turn it around
Everything stays
Right where you left it
Everything stays
But it still changes
Ever so slightly
Daily and nightly
In little ways
When everything stays" I sang I close my eyes letting my self get distracted from what around me. Forgetting everything my only focus was on the melody and music.

As it heals my soul from the trauma and suffering, my worries and thoughts different away.

"Go down to the ocean
the crystal tide is raising
the water's gotten higher
as the shore washes out to keep your eyes wide open
even when the sun is blazing
the moon controls the tide
it can cause you to drown

Everything stays
Right where you left it,
Everything stays
But it still changes.
Ever so slightly,
Daily and nightly
In little ways
Everything stays." I sang ending the song.

I soon hear something fall and Norman laughing, I turn to see Ray and Emma. On the ground though the crack of the door. I couldn't help but laugh as well, I walk over and help them both up.

"Thank you sorry we were listening in it's just that your voice is so pretty!" Emma says I chuckle at her comment.

"Thank you, I'm guessing you were too impatient to wait till after dinner?" I ask them.

"True, what's the song did you make it?" Ray asks me I nod he looks at the lyrics and hummed to the beat. He hands it back to me. He sits next to me at the piano and starts to play it I smile and play with him. After we finish Emma and Norman claps, Norman had a small glare because he stole bonding time with me though.

"Okay, I need to go practice some things i'm meet you guys at the wall," I say and smile Emma quickly grabs my hand as I was about to leave.

"Let's go together, come on it'll be fun." She says with a pleading smile, I nod and smile her cheers. I smile at my best friend.

'Your so kind Emma, you'll help so many people. And make so many happy it's a selfish wish of mine but I hope we become mums together.

But knowing your kind heart, you would decline it leave you for food. Maybe I can persuade her? After all, I must save all of you. One way or another, even if it gets myself killed.

I'll do anything just like you,

For my family.'

Hey guys so sorry I haven't updated school came back I just moved and loads more things. I hope you enjoyed this chapter and why not vote. Where almost at 100k readers and i'm thinking doing something special, maybe i'll give you another book.

Anyway peace out.

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