Well listen, if you're down to do you want to come over?
Wait what, me? Why
Why not right, it'll be dope how's Friday after school sound?
Are you sure?
Yes, I'm more than sure.
Fr, it'll be dope
Okay, fine, I'll come
What type of movies do you like?
Anything that isn't Disney
Wait what, why?
You don't like Disney?
Fr?
Yeah, PTSD I guess
From Disney movies?
Wdym
It's nothing really
u sure?
Yeah, totally.
So why are you still up
I'd like to ask you the same question
I asked first
You asked last time
Fine, I was just thinking
About what
Everything, I guess
Hit me with it
Fr?
Yeah sure, why not
It's nothing major, it's just well life
There's several aspects to life which part are you referring to?
The part that idk what I'm doing with it
Like Ik I'm popular, Ik Im the schools best swimmer, Ik all of that yet why do I feel like I don't know myself at all,
It's like, I'm watching myself live life rather than actually living it, don't get me wrong i love swimming, i love each part of it but I want something more than just well that
That's deep, i didn't know you felt like that
You won't be the first
And you're right, you don't know yourself
Ur really helpful, thanks
but neither do i, or anyone else where would the fun in life be if we knew who we were?
Idk, maybe it would make me feel better if I knew I wasn't wasting everyday
But you aren't, everyday is a part of building yourself and character, each day you're one step closer to becoming who you are and honestly, it's worth it.
You can't get to your destination without a journey and sometimes it'll have bumps and that's okay, it makes the destination all that more worthwhile
Sometimes though, I wish I had at least some sense of direction
Sometimes, you have to get lost, it's all about trial and error: crash, rise and so on but you'll get there, as long as you have faith especially in yourself
How am I supposed to have faith in myself when no one else does?
I have faith in you
you don't have to lie
Dammit, was it that obvious?
No honestly, I do, I think you're underestimating yourself, give yourself more credit.
credit for what? Being a swimmer, being popular, what is there for me give myself credit for
Okay, hold on, there's a lot more to you than just being a swimmer and being popular dont reduce yourself to some words.
You're so much more than that, you're not just a swimmer and popular you're Paxton Hall Yoshida.
Who is Paxton Hall Yoshida
It's just a name
It's not just a name, you may not think you're anything special, but you are. Your name is the reason for someone's smile. It's someone's safe place. You're a cool guy paxton don't be so tough on yourself
Ghee, you really are something Lynn
Haha, night Paxton
night Lynn And lynn, thank you
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