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U good ash

Haha yea

Sure?

U havent answered
Jaxsons message

Oh he messaged me?

I didn't notice, school work

Quit lying

I'm not!

I smell bulll

If I tell u, u cant tell him

Shoot

It's lame tho

Eh, it's cool

It's cringey tho

Spit it out

I wish he told me

about him and noelle

??

Yes

I mean Ik he doesn't owe me
an explanation  and that's fine but
I just fucking wish I knew

I'm not even close to him
anymore  And it's like I get it

We grow apart

But I wish I had known

I feel so shit being the last
person to know

Would I have even known if I
hadn't seen the comment

And Ik its so pathetic

And lame

And it makes me seem stupid

But I wish I had known

I feel so distant from them 
And not just physically
and I  hate how pathetic I sound

I just fucking wish I had known

Everyone seems so happy And I feel so
fucking sad And I shouldn't be angry
But I am and idk why

I hate this sm

They're all so cool and popular

And I'm such a burden

And I hate it

I'm so fucking lame

I fucking hate it

Woah woah lynn easy there

First off, it's not lame at all
if something upsets u then it
upsets you

You don't owe anyone an explanation

ur not lame or pathetic or stupid

It hurt u and u don't have to justify
why it did

Knowing jax, he cares about u a lot

I'm sure he would have told u if
anything it was just a matter
of finding the right time to

u guys are physically far apart
and so u will feel emotionally distant

It's weird not seeing the people u used
to see everyday, everyday

U don't sound pathetic
at all, seriously

if you ever need to speak
you know where to find me.

And don't ever say ur a burden

Ur fucking amazing lynn

I'm sorry for putting my
shit on u  eurgh

Don't be, Ur not putting ur shit on
me at all, ur shit is my shit

I said I'll be here for u and I mean
it, fr

Paxton, thank you sfm 🥺🥺

Seriously, thank u

I fucking appreciate u sir

Talk to me whenever u need
to

Paxton 🥺

I mean it

Get some sleep

Night🥺
And paxton, thank you

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Sis is just going through it 😔😔 hope you're all good xx

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