chapter 8

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I think I'm in love with Daniel's visuals. Vote if you agree. <3

I'm planning to finish this book before my birthday this month. :P

[Jayden's P

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[Jayden's P.O.V]

"What's wrong with you?" Daniel whined, punching me in the arm as I face the opposite direction. I'm not looking at him.

Truth is, I didn't sleep properly. I didn't even sleep at all!

Because I can't stop thinking about my feelings for him. There were a lot of things running in my head and it's all so new to me so I didn't understand them. It's like there's a new world right in front of me.

Peter said some things that actually made sense, so that's a consolation.

It's like, a new can of worms just opened and here I am confused as hell. 

It ticked me because I never felt this kind of affection towards him before. It's all just coming to me now, like a big tsunami wave. By the looks of it, I think something triggered inside of me the moment he came out. It is like  a new part of me was unlocked.

Have I always been attracted to him? And I just didn't know?

Should I keep on denying it? Or do I finally just accept it already? Accept that I like him more than just a best friend. Ugh fuck, it even sounds wrong inside my head! Why the hell does he have to be gay! Damn. Now I think I'm becoming one.

But I don't like boys. I don't like what's on their pants. Disgusting! I can't even imagine myself being with a guy.

But Daniel...

I don't see him like that. I don't see him as a guy but I don't see him as a girl either. I just see Daniel. I see a bunny and a cat merged into one and— damn he smells good today.

Crap. I'm going down. And I'm going down real bad.

My attraction for him transcends his sexuality. When I think of him I just see him.

Maybe sparkles was right, I am Danielsexual.

"Hey! You alright?" He snapped his fingers in front of my face. I shoved it away and growled. His presence is not helping my little problem inside my head.

In fact he's making it worse. 

A part of me just wanted to pin him in the bed and kiss his beautiful face, right here and right now...

But I'm still not sure if both of us will like that.

Ah, there goes my boner again.

A part of me is saying that I should probably tell him what's going on already but I'm scared that I might get rejected. What if the feeling is not mutual? What if I confess and he doesn't feel the same? That would ruin the friendship, big time!

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