chapter 10

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My best boy Jayden needs some love. I definitely wrote him less dumber than the original because I found that annoying and unfair for him. So there we go! <3

I'm so exhausted. I hope this is worth it. <3

[Daniel's P

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[Daniel's P.O.V]

Will you ever try to date someone like me?

His words echoed inside my head. I have been repeating the line for so many times but I still can't believe what I just heard. I feel like I can't trust my senses anymore.

"Wh-Why d'you ask?" Was all I could muster to say. I mean what else could I say? My heart felt like it's gonna jump out of my chest and explode. It's either the alcohol is finally taking a toll on me or I'm just starting to lose sense of reality.

Either way, my whole body doesn't know how to react.

He did not just ask me that...

"I mean look at me." He says, his muscles hardening and his chest rising as he gasps for air. Somehow this made me feel even more nervous and anxious. "I'm... I'm twisted. I got nothing compared to those guys. I have nothing compared to Peter or even to your every gay friend in the planet." Is that what this is about? He's jealous and comparing himself to my other friends? I don't even have other friends, I only have Peter so far.

Was he insecure?

I'm really confused right now.

I don't want to go there, this is a reach. I feel like I'm leading myself into something absurd and impossible and this feels like a heartache waiting to happen.

"You're my best friend." I said.

"I know! Do you have to rub it all in my face again and again?!" He snaps, making me tumble back in shock. Something about how he looked makes me want to just tug him inside my arms and hug the pain away. But I have no idea what he's onto and I'm afraid that everything I do or say could trigger him even more.

Why does he look so torn?

"Tell me what have you been feeling lately?" I whisper, caressing his slender back as I trace my finger down his spine. "Don't keep this to yourself. Do you know how helpless I feel when I see you like this? A mess?"

"Yes. I'm fucked up real bad." He nods.

"Jayden, you'll never lose me. I will always be here right by your side. You don't have to get jealous of my other friends because I will still choose you at the end of the day." I sighed. If he only knew that what I just did was a direct love confession...

If only we're both sober then I would trust my senses better. But I feel like I can't yet...

I have been concealing these feelings for so long... Why reveal them now?

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