Help Me Through It. | Creek

°• ~ Part Five ~ •°

I stood there and stared ahead as the rain poured on me. All this was happening and I couldn't believe it.

All I wanted to do was question why the hell was this happening.

Why does she need to suffer this pain?

Why does anybody have to suffer any kind of cancer?

Tears slipped down my cheeks as I tilted my head down.

It wasn't fair.

I heard footsteps, which I assumed it was Craig. "Please don't ask me if I'm o-okay." I said a little loudly since the rain was so loud.

Craig stood beside me and looked down at me. "I won't" He said right before he went silent.

I turned towards him with my arms crossed over my chest as I stared down at the ground. "First she passed out. Now she's in a coma. It's not fair." My voice cracked as I said that.

Craig nodded. "I know Tweek.. Life is absolutely fucking shitty."

I squeezed my eyes shut as I dropped my head forward.

Don't break down. Do. Not. Break. Do-

I broke down, again. Right in front of him.

Good job, idiot.

"Tweek.."

"I can't stop crying! The tears won't STOP!" I said angrily as I my face.

"Tweek.. your mom is sick. It's okay to cry. Let it all out." Craig said as he grabbed me and started to pull me towards him.

I quickly moved away from him. "NO CRAIG. I SHOULDN'T BE CRYING. I SHOULD BE STRONG AND STICK BESIDE MY MOM. BUT I C-CAN'T. YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE IT F-FUCKING HURTS CRAIG. SHE'S PROBABLY COVERED IN WIRES AND I...I CAN'T TAKE IT C-CRAIG. I CAN'T. I CAN'T." I grabbed my head. "AGHHH! IT'S TOO MUCH PRESSURE. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE" I shouted while sobbing loudly.

"Tweek"

"I can't do it anymore."

Craig moved my hands away from my head then pulled me into a hug. I put my hands against his chest to push him away, but stopped.

I wanted to push him away.

So fucking badly.

But I couldn't..

I needed this more than anything.

I needed him..

"Make the pain go away." I whispered as I kept sobbing against his chest.

"I wish I can.." Craig laid his head on top of mine. "Let's go see her, Tweek." I pulled away and looked up at him. "If something happens to her, you'll regret it for the rest of your life. It'll just cause you more pain" he added.

I stared at him. He was right though..

If I don't see her and something happened?