you once told me
that I breathe in air, breathe out love
the words I speak are cupid's arrows
so I filled balloons with my breaths
covered them with my words
and left them by your door
I'm sorry I didn't realise my oxygen was your chlorine
I'm sorry I forgot your poison was my dopamine
when the balloons burst and your room was filled with my toxic love
did you choke, did your eyes water
cause mine did when I realised what I had done
and I wept even more
