It's been almost three months since we lost princess and I mean Hakeem and I have drawn farther apart from one another everyday he's been drinking fighting and coming home late. Every time I try to talk to him he pushes me away as if I'm not hurting as well. Right now prince is in his room sleeping and Bella is watching tv and playing with her dolls. I'm going to check on prince to see if he is still sleeping then go play with Bella.
Tiana: hi baby how's mommy's baby you want to go see your sister.
Prince: (smiles)
Tiana: aww let mommy take a picture of you
Prince: (stop smiling and cry's)
Tiana: aww don't cry here you want your pacy (putting the pacifier in his mouth) can mommy take a picture of you
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Tiana: aww you so cute let's go see your sister
Bella: hi momma (gasps) prince awww mommy I hold him
Tiana: yea sit down
Bella: he is so small
Tiana: I know right hold his baby
Bella: momma he got tiny feet
Tiana: you had small feet just like that when you were his age
Bella: really momma
Tiana: yup and small hands nose just small everything
Bella: (laughs) I bet I was so cute
Tiana: yup you were and guess what
Bella: what (smiling)
Tiana: you still are
Bella: tank you momma
Tiana: come on baby lets go downstairs and feed your brother
Bella: ok
We go downstairs and get prince bottle ready for him to eat and Bella and I grab a few snacks while we're at.
Tiana: you got your snacks
Bella: yup
After we got our snacks we sat on the couch and watched Mickey Mouse. While we are watching tv the front door opens.
