[ Warning: Swearing and depressive thoughts. If you are uncomfortable please skip ]
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CazzyB
hey
Jackdgrazer
hi Bianca
I heard what happened, you holding up?
CazzyB
I'm sorry
Jackdgrazer
It's not fault. I was young and stupid back then and I thought I would be able to have it all.
CazzyB
I'm just so sad and sick of everything. My parents got divorced, my brother died, me and my boyfriend broke up, my sister is staying with our cousin and I just.
I just don't want to be here anymore
Jackdgrazer
Bianca don't think like that
CazzyB
How could I not?
School is stressing me out and I wanna jump off a bridge. Dianna moves schools so we barley hang out, Amy has a new boyfriend and Charlotte also found new friends. Everyone is leaving me, I've tried so hard to keep everything bottled up but this is just too much.
I can't handle this anymore
Jackdgrazer
Yeah everything's gone terrible but you'll get through it. Bad times just means that you'll be happier in the future
CazzyB
That's Bullshit.
Jackdgrazer
Bianca !
CazzyB
Don't fucking Bianca me.
My life was shit then it got better but now it's shit again. What else is there to lose, no one would actually care right? They're all too busy with there own lives to not notice the little girl crawling on her knees and begging for help, they ignore her. Thinking that it's all in her head.
But it's not and I'm so fucking sick of everyone telling me that
"Your locking yourself away, that's why you feel like this"
"It's all in your head"
"Stop thinking like that"
I'm just a joke to them. It's better being selfish in this situation then listening to all there lies.
Jackdgrazer
Please don't Bianca, we care about you
CazzyB
I've heard that lie too many times
Jackdgrazer
Bianca please don't do it.
I still love you
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CazzyB
I love you
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I'll see you around Grazer.
