The Rockstar & The Girl Boss

Part 61

HARRY'S POV

"Harry, where have you been? You're late again" Jullian, our music producer shook his head when I arrived

"I'm sorry. I overslept" I answered. I almost ditch them cause I haven't gotten any sleep yet to be honest

"You smell alcohol mate" Niall whispered and gave me a bottle of water

It's been a week since Blair left. I didn't know where she is. No one wants to tell me where she is.

Life without her has been a disaster. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat. The only thing that's helping me survive each day is the alcohol. It helps me forget sometimes.

"Harry, Liam and Louis already played the new song they wrote. Any contribution for the group aside from delaying us and being late?" Jullian said

I nodded and went inside the recording area.

"It's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end
It's impossible to know if after this we can still be friends,
I know you're saying you don't wanna hurt me
Well, maybe you should show a little mercy
The way you look I know you didn't come to apologize
Oh, why you wearing that to walk out of my life?
Oh, even though it's over you should stay tonight
If tomorrow you won't be mine
Won't you give it to me one last time?
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye" I stopped and pretended to look on the side but the truth is I wiped my tears. I am missing her badly.

I am not sure if they noticed but Jullian signaled to stop.

"That's enough for today Harry. Good job! Great lyrics" Julian didn't let me finish and just tapped my shoulder when I went out.

Natalie cleared her throat and started talking "You were invited to Good Morning America next week, that's the best time to release a new song" Natalie discussed "Julian what song do you think will hit?" She looked at Julian.

"Can we release mine?" I asked and they all looked at me. Natalie and Julian were shocked.

"I never asked anything from you since we started the band. I let you decide and I just follow. Give it to me this time" I explained and they gave me a sympathetic look

"I don't know where she is. This is the only way" My voice cracked explaining. I'm trying my hardest not to show emotion but I am failing.

"But Harry, if she's trying to move on. There's a small chance that she'll listen to your songs or watch you" Natalie replied

"I'll take that small chance"

Niall tapped my back and nodded.

BLAIR'S POV

I'm back in NY and didn't go out of my room for almost a week. I wish I could go back to the time when my only problem was how I can sneak out to go to a party.

I promised myself that I will move on but it's getting harder everyday cause I am longing for him. For the past week, I've been checking my phone hoping to see a message from Harry but I didn't get one. Maybe he already moved on.

I never imagined that it will be this painful. I can't breath. I can't function.

I observed that I don't cry that much before I sleep compared to the last couple of days. I think talking to Shawn is a big help. I found a friend in him, I don't plan to replace Louis but everything is complicated between us right now.