New Stepdad Or My Teacher •Part One•

Decision

                        ~Chapter 18~

Still Y/n's POV

But is it worth it to break someone's heart for someone who broke mine......

I looked down not knowing what I should choose. It would break my heart to know that I broke someone else's hurt just because of someone who I have loved for a longer time but didn't wait for me. Will I be such a fool.

Y/n- Taehyung I-

Namjoon- Y/n if you still love him as much as you did one year ago...go with him...your happiness to me is more important than my emotions

Y/n- Namjoon no..I wouldn't like to break her heart...and anyways I still love you just because I still have feelings for him doesn't mean I will leave you to be with him

Namjoon- Y/n you don't understand
*Eyes start to get watery*

Y/n- What is it that I don't understand

Namjoon- I have known you for long enough for me to know what you really feel for him is more than what you feel for me....I should have known better to not ask you out knowing you still haven't gotten over him

Y/n- No don't say that...dating you was one of the best decisions I have made in my life

Namjoon- Taehyung..*starts crying* please take care of her...like I have ...never let her go...never cheat on her...never let her down...be with her on her darkest days and also in the brightest... remind her everyday how beautiful she is and how much she has love herself...take care of her...take care of my beautiful y/n

Y/n- NO.. Namjoon...I'm not leaving you *starts crying*

Namjoon- It's best for you y/n listen to your heart and not your thoughts...I love you y/n and I will always do...I hope you could find your forever happiness with Taehyung...bye

Namjoon started to walk away back to Jimin and Hobi's house. Taehyung stood there in shock of what Namjoon had said. I ranned to Namjoon and backed hugged him.

Y/n- No don't leave me... I love you...more than what I love Taehyung-

Namjoon- *sigh* Y/n... I'm sorry to say this but I don't live you I never did

With that he shook out of the hug and walked away. I broke down crying on the floor. All of Taehyung's guards were looking at me as well as Taehyung. Untill he came next to me an kneeled.

Taehyung- *whisperes* I think we should get going.... come on stand up

He tried to Stan me up but I refuse.

Taehyung- Your making it more difficult for yourself Y/n... You already told me you still love me..so why are you still crying for him

Y/n- What if it's because I love him more than you...I imagined my whole life with him...NOT YOU

Taehyung- That's impossible... You still love me your just confused with everything that has happened right now.. even he said he has known you enough to know you still love me

Y/n- NO..I'm not going with you

Taehyung-(to guards) Take her to the car

The guards came and carried me to a different car than Taehyung's since they knew I would keep complaining. I tried to fight back so they couldn't take me to the car but it was just useless after all.

Namjoon's POV

It broke my heart that I had to leave
Y/n like that but it was for her best. I finally reached Jimin and Hobi's house. I opened the door and their eyes immediately shoot up at me.

Jin- Where's Y/n?

Namjoon- She had to leave

Jimin- With the guys that were in the door

Namjoon- Yes

Hobi- Who were they?

Namjoon- Taehyung's guards

Jin- And they took her just like that? Or did she leave by herself? Why didn't you fight to make her stay.

Jimin- Yeah...let's go get her they probably forced her after the talk me and her had I could definitely say that she wouldn't want to go with Taehyung or Jungkook

Namjoon- I told them to take her.. Taehyung asked her if she still had feelings for him and she said yes.. so I thought it would be better for her to go with him..I lied to her and told her I didn't live her and I never did...anyways if she still didn't manage to forget him after a year then it was obvious she would never be able to forget him..

Jimin- You don't understand do you

Namjoon- What?

Jimin- of course she would still have feelings for him one year after.. it's too early for her to forget him after everything that happened...but she was working it

Namjoon- How could you be so sure?

Jimin- *sighed* I have known her longer than you and no matter how much you spent with her it was only one year to get to know her and usually no matter how good you think you could know someone so much in one year it's impossible...I have known her since childhood

Hobi- That's true..and if you really believe she would leave you that easily for some from the past..then your just fooling yourself

Jimin- Yeah she talked to me once and told me she could imagine you and her getting married and having a family and for her to say that it can only mean one thing and it is she really love you she didn't even say that with Jungkook or Taehyung....she also said that she didn't have any plans to go with Jungkook or Taehyung if she ever had a chance she would only accept to be friends. She told me she was getting over them

Jin- Namjoon what have you done..you forced her to leave with someone she was forgetting about...you really let her go didn't you

Hobi- Yeah man you really messed up...she really loves you..I can't believe you were so blind to not see that

Jimin- You shouldn't have told her you didn't love her and you never did..

Namjoon- What have I done?..

I sat on a chair that was near me and put my hands on my head to rethink how to stupid I was to let her go. know what will I do.