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Renjun

"yah y/n , im going to China tommorow , make sure you take care of this house and feed my cat and you yes you lock the door istg if you dont i'll punch you"

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you and Renjun are bestfriend since middle school and currently living together as your university is near his apartment , it was like 2 months ago since you started to move to his.

"for what are you going to china? you gonna go with planes?" you ask with knitted eyebrows while eating your ramen

"oh damn of course , how - uh you think im harry potter for real? fly with broom?" renjun smacks your head and you laugh

tommorow comes

renjun already had his luggage with him , you run towards him and hug him

"hey hey im gonna go for 5 days only damn 5 days you could still text me okay? cmon give your bestfriend a kiss"

you kiss his cheek and then suddenly theres someone is knocking the door

"ahh chenle must be here , byee i see you when i come back and bring you souveniers" he bids you goodbye and flying kiss

after that , you go take a relaxing bath and eat the damn oat and milk since you havent eat breakfast yet. suddenly , your phone pops out a notification and it's from your damn bestfriend

renjun :
hey y/n im about to go in 5 minutes , text you later when i arrive there! make sure to take a good care of yourself. i love you ❤️ heres my planes number - KOR2201

y/n :
take care too you old man , i love you forever my bro 💗

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for like 2 hours later you started to get bored so you switch on the tv and suddenly a news saying that

an airplane crashes into the side of a remote snow-covered mountain , 95 bodies have been found and 20 still missing. two of them are hwang renjun and lee minhyung

you started to get panic as tears starts to flow , that moment when you realised everything went dark , your life. your bestfriend is now gone , you cant make him reborn. can you? no you cant. you call chenle

"chenle , have u heard about the airplane crush?"

"yes y/n , im sorry for your lost"

"it's okay , when are we going to attend the funeral?"

"idk lets hear from them first"

you hang up and started to cry again , you are hugging his cat and mutter to yourself

"hes dead y/n hes dead. you have to be strong for his sake"

after damn 1 month , the news come out. you and chenle go to the funeral. as soon as you see renjun's photo , you cry so hard and chenle just stood there hugging you and holding back his tears

OOPPPSS SORRY GUYS IT'S BEEN A WHILE