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Johnny

"johnny , lets eat ice cream" you say , smiling towards him. hes smilling and look at you

"johnny , that dog is so cute"

"hey look johnny theres a cute little girl there" you grab johnny's hand

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"mum , whats wrong with that sister over there?" a young boy asks his mom while licking the lolipop hes holding.

"honey , why is the girl talking to herself?" an old man asks his wife

"is that girl having mental issue?" a teenage girl asks her 4 others friends , pointing at you.

it's already 2 years since your lovely boyfriend has gone. you often talk to him wherever you go , everyone is looking at you judging up and down.

your friends and your family are concerned with your situation. 2 years , you have been talking to yourself even your appetite isnt good. the day you were told by his parents that he had gone , it broke your heart. the one you loved now is all gone. you even locked yourself in your room , scrolling through gallery to see his photos that both of you took. everyday every night. his shinning eyes , nose even his figure are perfect but now? hes gone.

"i hope youre doing well up there johnny" you slump your body deeper onto the bed. let out a sad smile and staring at the ceilling. "i love you forever , promise me you will wait for me"