I thought you loved me too ~Reddie~

Chapter 3

I added a song because I was listening to that song while I was writing this chapter and I thought "why don't add it to the chapter". Anyway it's not necessary if you don't wanna listen to it

*Eddie*
All i wanted to do was chase Richie, just go after him and explain him the situation tell him that i love him too and then kiss him and kiss him again just stop everything and be with him. Obviously i can't i have to stay here put on a smile and sit and my friends and my "girlfriend". I hated my mom so much and myself i was hurting Richie and he didn't deserved that and i don't deserve it either all of this is just so unfair
- Eds hey i'm here what are you thinking of- said the annoying girl sitting next to me
- nothing Kate don't worry
- ok so why don't you tell your friends    
how we met honey?
- okay, we went on vacation together- i said disinterested, i don't care if she noticed that all i could think about was Richie
- yeah the best summer of our lives right Eds ?
- yeah sure Kate
- you're not paying attention to me i'm your girlfriend-
- well not for my choice
- doesn't matter i'm supposed to be the center of your attention
- yeah sorry okay i'll make it up to you-
I guess the others could tell there's that something was off i knew they could i wish i could tell them
- so- started Bev- how was this first day of school everybody
- good - said Stan
- okay, i had math and i hate math but i'll say okay- said Bill
- Great since i had to classes with my eddie, you Eds how was your day
i'd say not awful or at least until now.
- okay like Bill nothing special
- great mine too just normal - said Bev
- should we check on Richie ?- asked Bill
- i'm sure he's fine, i guess- added Stan
- the guy that ran away ? What's he's deal
  "He can't stand you like me"
- well- started Stan but Bill stopped him
- he said he forgot something in his previous class maybe he went to the bathroom after that that's probably why he still isn't here
- well i don't like him that much he's weird i think we're better without him
- well in that case you think wrong- i yelled at her before getting up from the table walking away
I said Stan said something sarcastically like "well that went great we should do this more often".
I couldn't have a moment alone cause that  annoying girl who was supposed to be my girlfriend followed me
- Eds what was that i'm your girlfriend you should treat me better
- could just shut up with girlfriend bullshit for a second and let me breath
- But babe what's wrong
- I'm sorry i can't do this i'm going out don't follow me
- but-
- just for once do the right thing and don't follow me
- Eddie wait come back here
I kept running as far away as i could. I ran away from my life my problem my mom and while i was running i felt free