I thought you loved me too ~Reddie~

Chapter 4

You can listen to the song while reading the chapter
*Richie*
After i ran away from school i went in the park looking for the swings since i moved here they've been the only thing except for Eddie that could call me down and now i didn't have Eddie so i chose them. They relaxed me because i liked to feel the wind and close my eyes i almost felt like flying and that helped me think. They were my special place where i could me alone and peaceful. Guess i was wrong because i saw someone coming and no one ever comes here. i didn't really see well who he was but then he got close to me
*Eddie*
I needed to get out of there and from Kate i can't stand that girl she's so annoying. I also needed to talk to Richie i was so worried about him he looked so destroyed
and the worst thing was that it was my fault he suffered because of me and i couldn't bear that thought. I went looking for him at the swings and luckily i found him there.
- hey- i said
- hey-
- can i sit
- what do you want Eddie - he said rudely- why don't you go back to your girlfriend also i thought you didn't even like girls
- Richie i,you know i....you know i've never wanted to hurt you i just,my mom she...ugh, it doesn't matter,when i went on vacation i couldn't and you, then i met Kate or met again Kate and i-
- you fell in love with her - said sadly Richie
- yea-y-yeah sure i...i fell in love with her but i,Richie i don't want us to be apart i really care about you i...i-
I wanted to say i love you but i couldn't, i wanted to tell him i loved him and i wanted to be with him but i couldn't tell him that either i just had to see how i was hurting him and myself with my own words.
- that's okay Eddie don't worry i get it
- you get it
- yeah somethings happened, some mistakes get made and that's okay i made some mistakes myself and i would like to be your friend again
- friends ?
- yeah friends
- sure..yeah..of course i would love that- I said hugging him- i missed you Richie-
- i missed you too Eddie
We were friends and that was all I could've have hoped for at the moment i could be close to him again i could hang out with again i could hug him and talk to him i couldn't do the only thing i wanted to do kiss him, i dreamt about kiss him again all summer i missed him and the taste of his lips if only we could've been together.