I thought you loved me too ~Reddie~

Chapter 7

*Richie*
I need to find a date for tonight which is so not so easy like i thought, it could me because since Eddie i didn't really dated anyone else or even before him for a long time. But now i'm over it and back in the game. At the end i went to a gay club which is the easiest place you can find a hottie to date. That was never a hard thing for me to do i just need to find a cute guy and approach him.
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Finally i found a good looking guy in all that crowd definitely harder than i thought now i need to speak to him see if he's single stuff like that.
- hey
- hey
- my name is Richie
- Jordan nice to meet you
- so you came here often?
- sometime yeah, you ?
- before i used to now not anymore
- why's that
- i've been in a complicated relationship with this guy and it ended like three months ago and i wasn't really ready to get back out there
- and now you are ?
- yeah i'm back in the game ready do date
- so how about you date me ?
- well you must be reading my mind i was about to ask you the same thing
- well i guess we are already connected
- yeah i guess we are, so how about tonight at dinner
- sounds great
- it would be this double date thing with friend that is seeing this guy sounds okay ?
- yeah pretty good to me
- okay so this is my number and i'll meet you tonight at dinner
- can't wait to see you again cutie- said Jordan while i was walking away. I don't remember i was that good flirting with people that was easy.
*Eddie*
It felt kinda great telling Bill about all my situation now he was lying on his bed thinking about i don't what while i was sitting on the chair of his desk finishing my math's homework, yeah i brought homework at his house
- are you done i'm dying of boredom here
- you are the one who invited me here
- yeah because i knew that you Kate weren't really a thing
- but remember you can't tell anyone if my mother finds out that i told you
- it won't happen don't worry my mouth is shut
- it better be because if i'm being honest
- sure
- well i felt good telling you because i felt a weight pulling of from my chest but i also feel guilty i told you because i wasn't supposed to tell anyone
- yeah but all this months going trough this alone it must have felt like hell
- yeah it was and it kinda still his since Kate is still part of my life
- what your mum did was horrible i feel so sorry for you this shouldn't happen to anyone
- yeah i know but i can't do nothing about it so i just try my best to live with it
- well now you have me as your solid rock trough this shit
- thanks Bill
- look you got a text- said Bill
- from who ?
- i don't know unlock your phone let's see it
- oh it's from Richie
- well open it
" tonight's dinner is at 8"
- what ? - asked Bill in visible confusion
- maybe that message wasn't meant for me ?
- yeah i guess but who was it for then?
- I don't know let's ask him
" what do you mean"?
- okay he's typing
"Sorry Eddie the message wasn't for you"
- yeah we kinda got that Richie but who was it for
- calm down Bill i'll ask him now
" so who was it for?"
" this guy Jordan i met today"
" it's a date ?"
" yeah i guess you can call it that"
- he has a date
- yeah Bill i can read
- and that doesn't bother you
- of course it does i'm in love with him
- oh ok because it didn't seem like it
- well i can't really act jealous or something remember i broke up with him and i have a girlfriend
- yes but you're in love with him
- yeah well i can't really do something about it and i should be happy he has a date it means he's over me
- but you're not over him
- COULD YOU JUST SHUT UP BILL SERIOUSLY YOU'RE NOT HELPING- i yelled- yes i'm in love with him he's the first real person i 've ever really loved and the person i want to spend my life with but i can't and i can't make him wait for me either because he's a great person and deserves to be happy even if it's not with me- I said crying
- Eddie come here i'm sorry it's just that all of this seems so wrong to me if you love each other then you should be together
- yeah Bill i know that okay ? that's the only thing i want but we can't and i just need to accept and get over him
- and i will help you
The phone lightened up with another message from Richie
" I'm sorry again i send it to you it was supposed to be for Jordan since he asked what time was the dinner tonight and you're pin on the top of my chat i clicked the wrong chat anyway good afternoon see you tomorrow"
"yeah see you tomorrow"
-It must be hard Eds
- it is but now we have more important things to discuss
- like ?
- like you and Stan ?
- there isn't really much to tell
- oh yes it is c'mon you have to tell me everything
- about ?
- I don't know since when you like why you like him stuff like that
- you are fangirling aren't you ?
- yeah a lot
- okay okay if it makes you happy, well i don't really know since when i just know that one day i wanted to be more than friends with him and he's a dumbass but he's also special in his own way and he can brighten my day when things bad
- awww this is all so cute are little Bill is in love
- love is a big word go easy man
- well you talk about him the same way i talk about.... 
- Richie, yeah maybe you are right who knows