I thought you loved me too ~Reddie~

Chapter 12

*Richie*
- what happened ?
- what do you mean?
- c'mon Richie i noticed you're happier
- i'm not
- for someone who broke up with their  
  boyfriend you are
- no it's nothing don't worry
- you're hiding something i can tell
- I told you it's nothing
- yesterday you broke up with Jordan and now you can't get the smile off your face so something happened or you hated Jordan so much that you're happy you're not together anymore
- no it's not that
- than there's something
- okay okay you got me something happened
- what ?
- I can't tell you that
- no now that you told me that there's something you're gonna tell me what is it
- I can't Bev i'm sorry
- well Richard you're gonna tell me now or i'm gonna tickle you to death
- oh no you want
- wanna bet- she said getting closer and starting tickling me
- okay okay you won but you have to tell me you won't tell anyone
- okay I promise now what is it ?
- well yesterday Eddie and i hooked up for the first time since we broke up
- you what ?
- we-
- i heard dumbass, you slept with him?
- Well yeah...
- but how did it happened
- it's kind of a long story but in a nutshell i love him and he loves me but we can't be together
- so you slept with him
- yeah kinda
- but he has a girlfriend
- yeah that is part of the long story
- so did he cheat on her ?
- technically yes but not really
- okay i'm not following you know you better tell me that long story
- okay okay but it's top secret remember
- fine i'll keep it to myself
And i told her
- oh okay it was more complicated than i expected but you kissed him an you didn't tell me i'm your best friend you should tell me about this things
- yeah but all this situation was supposed to be a secret
- and your secret will lie with me but i'm still pissed you didn't tell me
- okay okay i'm sorry i kept this from you
- apologies accepted
*one week later*
*eddie*
I was in social studies and fortunately Kate wasn't with me in this class i had to spend a lot of time with recently because she said i wasn't a caring boyfriend and i needed to make up for it and she stresses me so much about that. I don't even know if she knows i don't like her and that i'm with her only because i have to either way i would dump her because i can't stand her. But i had my distraction now that helped me forget my problems for a moment.
- May i go to the bathroom professor
- sure mr Grazer
While i was walking out i got closer to Richie and whispered "make up an excuse and meet me in the janitor closet" and it's been like this for a week. While i was out the class i heard Richie saying i didn't felt well and had to go urgently to the bathroom
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I was kissing him when he stopped me
- what ?
- well Eddie it's been all week that we're meeting here kissing and stuff
- So ?
- so what am i ? Like your sex buddy ?
- yeah i guess so you don't like it - i whispered in his hear
- no i mean yes but it's not that
- than what is it ?
- it's this what we ended up doing ? I mean we were a couple and we ended up like this
- well we can't be together Kate would notice so this is the best we could hope for- i said kissing him.
- yes but i miss you Eddie
- than kiss me again
- no not like that i missed the sweet little Eddie i fell in love with this is not you
- yeah well I guess the real me died when I got stuck with a girl I don't like hiding who I am from everyone
- i know that what you're going trough it's tough but i really miss the old Eddie the one who was scared of accepting he liked me and was so shy on a date, the one who wanted to make every moment special and meaningful, who wanted to constantly take pictures every time we went out together because was afraid he wouldn't remember those moments. I miss that guy he was really cute thoughtful and sweet.
- Richie i-
- wait let me finish i love you Eddie i really do and i missed kissing and be with you yes but i also want to tell you how cute you are when you're nervous or embarrassed, when you scrunch your face or you blush. I also miss just talking to you about any kinda stuff, and do i like the way we are now? Yes, but I miss the other stuff too so if i can't have that i'm sorry but whatever this was it's over-
He stayed silent
- than i have my answer
- Richie wait- he said but i was already going back to class