Trust issues

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*1 month later*

When I wake up, surprisingly Jay isn't in bed anymore and I don't hear the shower.

I pick out an outfit after taking a shower and brushing my teeth.

I skip down the stairs to see, Jay, Colby, Justin and John sitting on the couch talking with the biggest smiles on their faces

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I skip down the stairs to see, Jay, Colby, Justin and John sitting on the couch talking with the biggest smiles on their faces.

"The new addition." Colby greets me

"Its been a month since I joined, you can stop calling me that." I say giving them all a hug

"Well, we have good news." John says

"Ooh. I want to know." I say sitting beside Jay

"Well...we are going on tour!" Justin says happily

I smile but John scowls at him, "I wanted to tell her." He says

"And you're coming." Jay tells me

My eyes widen and I look at all of them who have wide grins on their faces.

"Okay..." I say slowly

They all start cheering happily and Lilian appears at the top of the stairs, "Normal people don't wake up until 10 on a Saturday so why am I being woken up at 9?" She asks rhetorically

"Sorry." We all say in unison

"So, we start in a week." Colby explains

I nod my head, "cool." I say before getting a Text from Hannah

'Um..Gavin left is it okay if I come over?' she texts

I groan, "I'm going to shove a knife through his throat." I grow under my breath

"Who?" Jay says peering over my shoulder to see my phone

I flip my phone so he can't see, "No one." I answer before texting Hannah back with a 'sure'

Jay gives me a suspicious look but drops the topic. The other boys give me a suspicious look as well but they drop it and start talking about the tour.

Not too long after the doorbell rings and I get up to let Hannah in.

Gavin and Hannah were standing in the doorway and I glare at Gavin who gives me a guilty look.

I grit my teeth at him, "Come in Hannah, I'm sure you have work to get to." I say to Gavin

He sighs before kissing Hannah's head and saying a quick bye and walking away.

"Stupid fucker." I say closing the door snd walking back over to the living room with Hannah following

"Tomato," John sings

I growl at him in response and Hannah looks down at her hands.

"Hey Hannah, I didnt know you were coming." Jay says before looking at me

"If it weren't for you stupid good-for-nothing brother.." I say under my breath

"Huh?" Jay asks

I shake my head and lean back into the couch until my phone rings with and unknown number.

I pick up my phone, putting it to my ear, "Hello?" I answer

"Hi China." Gavin says

I immediately hang up putting my phone down.

"Who was that?" Hannah asks

"Who do you think?" I ask through gritted teeth

She sighs and I scowl at her, "Did you give him my number?" I ask

She slowly nods and I roll my eyes at her before my phone starts ringing again.

"Yes?" I answer

"Hi..." He says

"You have my number and I didn't give it to you, do you think that's enough to get a restraining order?" I ask

"China, listen to me." He says

"Don't you have work to get to?" I sneer

"I have a few minutes." He says

"Use it for fucking Hannah." I hang up

Everyone's eyes are on me and I roll my eyes before leaving my phone and going up the stairs into mine and Jay's room.

The door opens and Jay comes in looking rather sad.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I ask

"You." He answers

My eyes widen, "What?" I ask

"You're cheating on me." He says

"No I'm not." I answer

He growls, "No need to lie. Its obvious." He says

"I'm not cheating on you." I say

"Then who has you so fired up all the time?" He asks

"Your good-for-nothing brother!" I shout

"Oh and with my brother, your best friend's daddy." He says crossing his arms

"I despise your brother." I spat

His eyebrows furrow and he looks at me.

"He's a terrible brother to you and a terrible lover to my best friend." I sneer, "I like that you have no trust in me, or that you think so low of me." I say sarcastically

"Great way to build a relationship." I say before walking out of the room

I run down the stairs and out the back door making sure to slam it behind me. I go and sit by the pool looking st the water.

"How could he think I was cheating on him with his own fucking brother?" I mutter to myself, "His brother is a douche." I say shaking my head

"He isn't even here and you talk bad about him." Justin says sitting beside me, "Why do you hate him so much?" He asks

"He is always working, never makes Tim for Hannah when she fucking deserves it. He can't even make time to go to his own brother's concert. If it was your concert I would've cleared my entire day just for you." I say

"You really care about them huh?" He asks

"He's a terrible lover and brother. I despise him. Of course I care about Hannah she was my family when I didnt have you or out parents, and Jay is the love of my life." I answer His question, "He needs to step the fuck up. Hannah sees herself as a burden to him. That is so fucking wrong in a relationship." I say

"Just like you and Jay have trust issues?" He asks

I stiffen slightly, "At least we work on it. Hannah just let's it go. That isn't okay." I say

"Not talking for a week and then apologizing every time isn't working on it." he says

"I'm sorry. I have trust issues with every fucking person. Believe or not I don't trust a damn person in my life at all just in case they leave me like you And our parents did." I suddenly burst out, "I trust Jay and he doesn't even know it. I can't even bring myself to trust you again or forget about you fucking leaving without as much as a fucking goodbye. The second you turned 18 you walked out of the door without a glance at me." I say, "So please, I know I have trust issues but dont blame me for them since they're your fault." I say before getting up and walking into the house

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