If I Leave, Will You Love Me? (JENLISA)

Crash down

Love is not just about understanding our feelings,sometimes it's about how we are able to sustain those feelings, even though falling in love is not always as beautiful as we imagined

That's the line from the book my father used to read, yes I read it a few days ago. I'm curious about the book and I thought it's just stupid, easy love story, but I was wrong. No wonder my dad said it's a good book, because it's true. The book teaches us about how we must confront our own feelings

And I started to understand when I'm staring at this beautiful girl in front of me. My feelings for her may be unrequited and I still have a lot to go through, even though I don't know how my love will end, but I want to keep this feeling

She's so precious

"Are you sure you don't want to talk to me about your problems?" I asked Jennie, we are now sitting on a bench having a cup of coffee. After letting her cry I bought her a cup of  coffee so she can get her energy back

Jennie shook her head and burst into her coffee then looked at me, "Even though I agreed to pretend to be your friend, I can't tell you about my personal problems," she replied

I nodded and roamed my eyes. People are passing by in front of us, I wonder what makes people visit this place, do they reason same as mine?

"Can I ask you something?" Jennie asked me, I frowned and looked at her, waiting for her to cotinue

She take a deep breath before continue her sentence, "Do you think, when we have a problem, should we avoid it to save ourselves, or face it but at the risk of breaking everything?"  Jennie asked

I stunned a moment then looked at Jennie. "I don't know, it's up to us. But for me, it's better to face it at all costs. Avoiding it will only bury the matter for a moment, but it can come back to haunt us one day. But if we face it, even if we risk everything, it won't bother us anymore"  I said with a chuckle, because I think my answer didn't satisfy Jennie

But that's how I see it

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Seoul university is so busy tonight. In the backyard of the main hall there's several tents of light flickering, as well as the grandeur of the large stage that was in the center of the field. Tonight is the closing of the end year's event, the students seem to be busy with their respective activities

Lisa and jisoo are talking to some people in the blackvelvet waiting room. They're making sure everything's okay

"You shouldn't be here, Lisa. We can handle everything, you've to have fun tonight!" Kim myungsoo, one of the students said with a chuckle

Jisoo nodded in agreement and then punched lisa's shoulder softly. "Come on! Our job is done, let's have some fun, lisa!" Jisoo whining

"Fine! Myungsoo, if there's anything, just let me know, okay?"

The man with the dimples smiled and then raised his thumbs. After that jisoo and lisa came out of the waiting room and joined the other students in the field. The booming sounds of music made the night even more boisterous. Lisa looked around, but she didn't find the person she's looking for. who else? Yes, she's looking for Jennie

"What are you looking? Please, lisa, just for tonight, stop thinking about that girl"

Lisa ignored jisoo and kept looking around her, then jisoo feel annoyed and hit lisa's head causing the tall girl to flinch and grin in pain, "What the hell! It hurts, you know?" Lisa gave jisoo a death stare

"I said stop thinking about her!" jisoo replied

Lisa snorted bitterly, "Fine! But remember Jisoo, I'll be here just for an hour. I'm starting to feel dizzy already!" Lisa said