If I Leave, Will You Love Me? (JENLISA)

I Can't Go

"What's your plan?"

Lisa sighed, biting her lip as she took a glass and water then poured it. She then places the glass on the tray, takes the box full of food before she leans against the fridge

"I don't know. Any advice?" she asked someone on the phone, who is none other than Jisoo.

"Advice? If you're asking me for advice then I'd say you need to focus on Jennie first than anything else. I know you're thinking about something else, or some other girl but for now, you need to focus on Jennie. Remember your goal Lisa and you must make up for your mistake." said Jisoo at length

Lisa closed her eyes and let out a frustrated sigh, her mind literally lost focus. Somi, Jennie, she didn't know what to do with them.

"Somi was also in the hospital. What I supposed to do, they both needed me."

"Tsk! stop being a coward. You can decide for yourself when you want to get involved or get yourself caught up in this situation. But now you're confused you say? I didn't say this because I sided with Jennie -wich actually yes,  but she needs you more than anyone else. You've spent the past few weeks with Somi, now it doesn't hurt if you also do the same thing with Jennie. At least, just think of it to make it easier for you to choose"

Lisa thinks Jisoo has a point. She needs to focus on one thing first so that everything doesn't fall apart, and she thinks Jennie needs her more than ever.

Actually compared to Somi, Jennie was more fragile, Somi is a honest and good at dealing with things on her own while Jennie, she'd rather hide anything by herself

After ending the call with Jisoo, Lisa returned to Jennie's room with a tray of food. It was late afternoon, and Jennie hadn't eaten anything.

The girl is still upset and occasionally ignores Lisa, but Lisa goes back to being herself, she doesn't care about anything other than Jennie. So she didn't gives a fuck what Jennie did to her

"You have to eat. I ordered everything you like." Lisa said as she showed the tray to Jennie

"I'm not hungry" Jennie replied, even though her stomach was in a frenzy but she chose to keep her pride

"Aigoo.. So stubborn. Just a bite, huh?" Lisa trying to persuade Jennie as gently as she could

But Jennie didn't budge. She totally ignored Lisa

"Stop it, just go home Lisa. Your girlfriend needs you, isn't she at the hospital?"

Lisa hid her smile when she saw the look on Jennie's face.

"I don't have a girlfriend, stop saying that." Lisa answered but Jennie responded with a sinister laugh. "How about this, I'll answer all your questions, whatever. But you have to eat first, hm?" Lisa added

Lisa handed Jennie a spoonful of food. Jennie gave up on the debate that she thought was pointless. She ended up chewing the food Lisa fed her

"You may not trust me. But I didn't want to tell you because I was just waiting for the right time." Lisa said while giving Jennie a glass of water

"But why, Lisa? How come I'm the only one who doesn't know! You have to tell me that, no matter what your reasons are for me it can't be justified," Jennie protested

Lisa sighed and nodded, admitting her mistake. "I know. Please forgive me Jennie? Uhm..  you don't have to worry, I'll make them pay, just one more step and then we'll watch them go down. Just like what they did to you."

Jennie was silent, she felt she couldn't blame Lisa completely. She knows that her anger at Lisa is just a disappointment.

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