Kunimi Akira x reader

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A/n Gomen... for hurting your guys hearts

And I'll do it again-

Like I said... Gomen-Nasai

Kunimi pov

<Flash back>

"Tell me why you deserve a kiss or a hug." She said. I closed my eyes shut not wanting to do this anymore.

"Kunniii" I didn't respond.

"Do you deserve one?" She asked.

"No I don't." I admit. I really don't deserve this amazing relationship.

"Then why do you keep trying." She sighs out. I turned to face her now sorta worried face.

I scooted closer to her not to give her any affection. But just enough for us to make good eye contact.

"I don't deserve a lot of things L/n." I said as I put my hands in my pockets.

"I don't deserve you or this amazing thing we got." She stayed silent, she saw the hurt in my eyes.

"I really don't deserve an amazing person like you, but I still want you." I'm right about that.

I feel so bad, for being myself and having this great thing.

< end flash back>

I'm so tired

Yo Author could I break the forth wall for a bit

A/n yeah

K sweet

So readers... i mean- L/n...

You might be wondering why I haven't one you back yet or why I didn't try to talk to you

Well

I tried already

~Flash back~

"I said I don't want to talk to you-"

"Bubba hear  me out-"

"I don't want too-" She cuts me off, I shove it off

"Just leave me alone." She says... my heart... slowing down as it's beat made my chest hurt

"Bubba please." I begged... she looked at me... her upset

"Just leave me alone! Didn't you hear me? I hate you!" Wow... that hurt... a lot... thanks babe..

Her voice making me close my eyes... opening them as I felt her eyes on me

"I said we need a break." She states... it then finally hit me. Right in the heart..

"You hate me?" I question, no emotion in my face...

"I really hate you." She mumbled.. her extremely angry. She was shaking, gripping her fists in anger..

I gave her my love

I gave her my love... It hurts so much that I care for once and it back fires. I gave her my love! And she gave me hers and I thought we were doing so well till this whole thing happened, I can't take it anymore!

I have to calm down or my emotions will take over me... but I can't calm down because the person right infront of me-

Has my whole heart

My whole heart... I never opened up until you! My sunshine! Came into my life! You have my whole heart... you still do

But Bubba what did I do?