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"Where were you?!" Oikawa nags as you sigh.

"Grocery store. Here, I bought you milk bread." You throw the plastic wrapping to him as he happily accepts it.

"Thank you, F/n-chan!" he sings. "F/n-channn," Oikawa calls out to you as you are about to walk to your current room.

"What?" Oikawa shyly plays with his fingers as you give him a suspicious look.

"Can I start hanging out with you and the boys during lunch tomorrow??" he asks.

"Why?"

"Becauseeee! I miss my friends, F/n-chan!! I've been thinking about it and it seems like they... they might like you more than they like me!!" he cries as you stare in amazement.

"Maybe that's because you were such a jerk!" you tease and head into your room.

"Well, can I?!" You think to yourself then smile.

"Fine, you can. Just don't go telling everyone that F/n is hanging out with boys! I don't want rumors to go around," you say before closing your door and sigh. "What a long day."

After the first week of sleeping at Oikawa's house, now you guys have moved to your house.

"Have you figured out why we swapped bodies?" Oikawa asks over your shoulder as you are in the living room. Sighing, you lay your head on the books in front of you.

"I've read almost every book about swapping bodies and found nothing! Everything that we've tried, are in the books and it's just stupid," you say as you flip through the pages. "There's only one solution that they've brought up, but it's impossible," you whisper the last part. With your sharp ears though, Oikawa hears it.

"What is it?" He leans his face towards your's which causes you to blush and back out.

"I-it's nothi--"

"Don't lie to me, F/n-chan." With his serious face, you sigh and play with your fingers while looking down.

"W-we have to..."

"To?"

"Fall in love," you whisper as Oikawa's face drops.

"Fall in love?" he repeats as you rub your neck.

"Yeah, but that's never going to work, Oikawa. We can't just force feelings onto each oth--"

"Let's try it!" He takes hold of your hands.

"W-what?!"

"I need to get back to my bo--"

"Don't you think you're being a little selfish here, Oikawa?" you ask and release your hands from his.

"How am I being selfish? You're the one who doesn't even want to try! Do you like being in my body that much because you were lonely before and you don't have many friends? All you have are books and Ume-chan; and all you ever do is do homework! I know I have an amazing life, but think about what I still need to fulfill!" he bursts until he realizes what he had just said about you. You stare at Oikawa with hurt eyes and look down. "W-wait, I didn't me--"

"So that's how people really think of me?" you ask as you get up and start walking towards the door.

"Wait, F/n-chan. I really didn't mean it!" He tries to stop you but fails.

"You know what, Oikawa... This past week, I've been giving up so many things for you! I have spent extra time practicing to become better for you. I've conversed with the people you told me to even though it's out of my comfort zone for you. I've even been the one who does all the research to find a solution for this mess and all you ever do is play volleyball, talk to Iwa, and talk to Ume-chan. I did this for you because I thought that you were my friend, but you aren't. Everything's always about you! If you think that I am the one who's being selfish, you should really think about it, Bakawa! I don't want to see you!" you yell before slamming the door and leaving Oikawa feeling like crap.

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