Two Paths (Sequel to Why Me)

Searching through the memories

Sorry if this chapter is kinda bad. I didn't really know what to write cus the manga confused me and stuff. Plus i've been working on something different this past week so i wrote all of this today haha.

Enjoy

Btw it might be a little graphic

Pain. It was the one thing that came to mind. I could feel it, taste it, hear it, and smell it but could not see it. The thought of being lied to by the people that you trust most is a painful experience. Knowing that your whole life is a lie. It felt like something has been missing from my life now. My heart felt broken and shattered. Something important was missing and now I know that it is my memories.

I would give anything to have my real memories now. I didn't want to feel this way anymore. The darkness surrounded me again but in the distance there were glowing red eyes staring at me. They appeared not too long ago but it was starting to make me feel uncomfortable. More eyes started to appear around me watching my every move.

"Why am I being tormented?" I whispered.

Of course no one had answered me. I was all alone here in this dark abyss while darkness took over my soul. I didn't want to feel this way. I felt so....lost... It didn't feel right. All these negative emotions were consuming me making me feel even worse. I felt all alone and betrayed. Why does this feeling feel so familiar? Soon I was sucked into another vision.

A little girl was curled up in a tiny cage covered in blood and dirt sobbing. Blood covered her from head to toe, her clothes were tattered leaving only a few pieces left to cover her. Her hair was a mangled mess tied in knots. She rubbed her eyes wiping away the tears and looked out of the cage.

"When will I be let out?" She asked innocently to the man that stood guard outside.

"Silence!" He snapped.

She coward at the tone of his voice. Her mismatched eyes looked down in fear and also in disappointment. She let out a shaky breath as silent tears once again streamed down her face. She looked very young about five or six. Bruises and gashes covered her body mixed in with dirt. She was skinny, too skinny. You could see the outline of her bones in her face and hands. It looks as if she hasn't been fed in months. Her skin was ghostly pale looking like she was on the brink of death.

Footsteps were heard in the distance which made the young girl look up in fear. She coward to the deep depths of the cage not wanting to face the person approaching. A figure approached the room which she was held in.

"Let her out," A males voice ordered.

The young girl bit her lip as the cage door opened and was forcefully pulled out of it by the guard. She let out a yelp but her mouth was then covered by a large hand silencing her. She refused to look up at her captor but a pale hand reached out grabbing her chin forcing her to look up at him. She then gazed into the green snake like eyes of Orochimaru. A smirk was plastered on his face as he grabbed her wrist pulling her into the dark halls of his secret lab.

She let out a scream resisting him but it was futile. She was too small and weak to fight off the sannin.

"Hush child." He hissed.

"Why Orochimaru-nisan! Why must you do this! I trusted you!" She screamed.

"Because my dear Mariah, you're a very strong child."

That girl was me....another one of my missing memories. She was terrified as Orochimaru threw her onto a lab table strapping her to it. She began to thrash around the table wanting to break the binds but she was far too weak. I watched in horror as Orochimaru brought out the syringes and medical supplies placing them on another table. Orochimaru then gagged her attempting to silence her screams.