silent scream, loud thoughts

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   I never felt this kind of laziness before. As the days passed by, I'm getting tired of doing anything even if I did not let myself indulged in a certain activity. My body just want to lay on my comfy bed, hug my pillow, stare at the ceiling—spend my time listening to sad playlist—thinking how would it be if I did not exclude myself to the people closest to me, what would happen if I stop checking my social media accounts and even stop doing my favorite hobby.