✧ REASON #2: MUSIC ✧
STILLNESS IS SILENCED when the human voice is unhearable from my ears. The musical chords placed with careful precision, gliding across my mind.
My therapist said not to listen to haunting or sad music when I can't make myself feel anything. This chill-dropping soundtrack 'The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo' has the power to manifest shivers I need to spread— for my soul to feel the bitter freeze of existence.
I always said I knew this would happen one day, alas, I am not a seer to know the future. It was never a claim of mine to be a perfect human being. It was a claim of yours that, I should have been molded like a perfect sculpture to abide by your commands.
The beats are now frantic, harsh against the gentle breeze wafting from the cheery summer scent of chrysanthemums. It is only in the sudden thumps of the drums that I am able to understand that I am a living, breathing creature. There is not a single constant atom that revolves around my soul anymore. My feet are placed against the dainty stalk of the chrysanthemums, letting them whisper their thoughts. With a blink, ever so star-like, their soft billowy stalks are no longer brushing the soles of my feet as they too have left me.
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Teen FictionAnika Rivdabough wants go out of existence. In a desperate attempt to make sure she actually doesn't do anything stupid to herself, she writes 116 letters. Letters, where each one has a reason to keep on living in existence. © 2022-present sylvia ma...