I hate being soft hearted because I get attached to people..
Attachments hurt a lot because When I am attached to someone, I start loving them (platonically) more than myself . I start doing all those things I don't even do for myself . I put all efforts on them and I silently expect the same. But as soon as I realise, that I am not getting back even a bit of it, It's hurts.......right in the heart.
I am feeling lonely and ignored. I am tired of being taken for granted. I am giving up on everything.
Attachments lead to Heartbreaks, Attachment leads to trust issues.
So I have decided that I wont make friends anymore from now. I just wanted to be heartless. I just want to stop my tendency to start caring for every random person who just talks politely with me.
I just want to forget people, just like how the other people forget me. I want to be ruthless,reckless. Rather than being a softie. I have my ego.
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My Journal And Problems
RandomSo basically it's my journal and I am gonna write down all my feelings in it. It's really my personal stuff. Sounds stupid but yeah..... contains mentions of anxiety ,stress and personal problems....I don't want anyone to read it. So I want to decla...