I am a fool. I am definitely a fool. I don't know what is happening to me. I keep on saying same things again ana again. I hate myself. I am disgusted by myself for being so gloomy and pessimistic but I think I have lost my smile and my happiness in this dark void of my anxiety, insecurities and emptiness. I am gradually losing myself. My food tastes like ashes. I am slowly breaking inside. My mind is diverting towards the things and are not supposed to be important. I feel as if I am hurt. No one cares for me. I feel ignored and hated. I hate this feeling. I am an unlovable mess. I just want to be loved....I know it's a selfish, childish and stupid wish but I.... I am just very sad. Very very sad and heavy hearted. I am tired and scared as well.
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My Journal And Problems
RandomSo basically it's my journal and I am gonna write down all my feelings in it. It's really my personal stuff. Sounds stupid but yeah..... contains mentions of anxiety ,stress and personal problems....I don't want anyone to read it. So I want to decla...
