Seems like everyone forgot me again. No problem I am used to it. This loneliness......Yeah. She is my life partner, isn't she. I think that's what I have in my fate. Darkness? Yeah definitely.
Why do I care for people so much? Wish I could remain chilled out and casual like others . Everyone seems so content . At times, I wish If I could straight away tell people how much they hurt me. I know it's my fault. I have such kinda personality that only deserves hate. I shouldn't be surprised. Who cares? I wish I was heartless. I have stopped talking to new people since past 2 or 3 months. I only talk to people who I think are important to me and who care for me. I am getting stressed out. I know, it hurts.....to isolate myself from others. I want to talk, I also want a company but I think I am unworthy for it. I don't deserve anything.
I needed a friend, a constant, Who prioritises me. That's what I wished for. I don't why I care for everyone, literally everyone around me. But it's so bad......when no one notices my efforts.
But......
I hate my emotions.
I will do everything I can, So that I never feel like making friends again.
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My Journal And Problems
RandomSo basically it's my journal and I am gonna write down all my feelings in it. It's really my personal stuff. Sounds stupid but yeah..... contains mentions of anxiety ,stress and personal problems....I don't want anyone to read it. So I want to decla...
