(A/N the end of this chapter will be reading Pheonixs report like the show did with Spencer's)
"Can you meet me at slausons?" I heard Cam ask over the phone.
"Yeah. I need a break from my paper anyways," I said.
"Okay," he sounded nervous.
I had a feeling this wasnt good. I got in Shawn's car and drove over. He had my usual coffee as I sat next to him.
"We need to break up," he told me.
I held back tears as I asked,"was it something I did?"
"No. I like someone else, and I didn't feel like it would be fair to lead you on. I still want to be friends," he said.
"I'll need some time," I told him.
"But at some point?" He asked.
"Yeah. I respect you not leading me on. I have to go," I said standing up.
I drove back home crying and swearing. I went into with my eyes puffy from crying.
"What's wrong?" Jordan asked me.
"We broke up," I said,"I have to finish my paper."
"Who is your greatest influence?" Jordan asked me.
"Who do you think?" I asked and walked up to my room.
"Good luck," he told me and I walked upstairs to my room.
I finished up the last of my paper and then snuck out to go work on bars for gymnastics. I had a competition for gymnastics coming up as well. I worked until about two in the morning and snuck back into my room.
I walked in to see Spencer on my bed.
"Morning," I said grabbing pjs from my closet," turn around if your going to stay in here."
He turned around and said,"still avoiding sleeping?"
"I hate the nightmares," I said.
"Its been a couple of months. Coops getting em to. Especially since a new gang members appearred," he told me.
"Who?" I asked,"and you can turn around."
"I think she said Preach," he told me and I did a mini scream.
"Are you okay?" He asked me.
"Bro, that man basically raised me. I love him!" I said bouncing a little.
"Be carful," he told me.
"When am I not?" I asked Spencer and he shook his head.
"Hows the paper?" I asked him.
"Good. I did its neon dion Sanders," he said.
"Really? Why?"
"Prime time!" He defended.
"Get out of my room. Your a disgrace," I said opening the door.
"Goodnight," he said and kissed my forehead.
"Goodnight," I told him.
I fell asleep an hour later and welcomed whatever nightmares were to come. I woke up the next morning in tears. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my blade. I made a few cuts before I hopped into the shower. The water stung as it hit my wrist but i ignored it as I washed my hair and body.
I packed my cheer bag before putting on a hair of ripped jeans and a black hoodie. I turned in my paper, then after school met the boys at the sports bar.
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Terrified •all american•
Fanfiction"If you can kill a man, what cant you do?" Pheonix Scott is the twin sister of Shawn Scott. He is very protective over her, so protective he made sure she was never in the gang. She put her efforts into cheer, and became really good. So good that sh...
