Kayy~ MID90s

Chapter 8

Fuck it 🍃

9:03pm
I threw myself back onto rays bed,

We finally got to rays house making sure to be quiet so his mom doesn't wake up.

I still remember when I got got drunk and ended up here....not a good memory.

His bed is so comfortable.

He was digging threw his closet, trying to find clothes I guess.
"The bathrooms right across the hall, just make sure not to wake anyone" ray said still digging.

I got up and grabbed my bag walking across the hall quietly.

Doing what I needed to do, changing into shorts and a black spaghetti strap, brushed my teeth along with washing my face.

I just put my hair in a messy bun not wanting to deal with it atm.

I walked back into his room to see him only with basketball shorts on.

Ouuu he has abs
He lowkey cute as hell
Ugh

"You good?" He asks staring back.

I cleared my throat" Uh yeah I'm fine" I say trying to play it off.

The fucks wrong with me.

"You wanna grab that box on top my closet for me" he asked not facing me but facing the mirror he had by his dresser.

I went to go grab it, turning around to give it to him when he was right behind me. I bumped into him lightly
"Oh-"
I looked up at him still shirtless.

"um here you go.." I said putting the box onto hide chest. Why is he making me nervous?!

He grabbed it smiling well going to his bed.

I followed sitting at the edge as he sat at the top.

He opened the box revealing a pipe, 2 lighters, 1 gram, and 3 blunts with some papers on the side.

"You ever smoke before?" he asked as he starts grinding the gram

"Yeah I started when I was 13"I say well laying back on his bed propped on my side with my elbow.

"I barley smoke but I'm doing this for you, it will help you get your mind off shit" he explained well getting up turning on his boom box.

Wanna grow old by x played.

"Don't wanna grow old , old
Don't wanna let go, go

Now put the blade down ,darling
I wanna see the light of the morning."

I sang quietly.

Going into my thoughts when ray passed me the joint.

I took it inhaling deeply, letting the smoke go to my lungs and my head.

I did a ghost as ray looked at me amused,
"What?" I asked wondering why he was staring.
"That was dope" he said laughing
"Teach me" he pleaded.

The rest of the night consisted of me laughing my ass off at ray attempting to do a ghost.

We smoke all 4 blunts without even paying attention. Ray looked baked as fuck, I couldn't stop laughing at him.

"Imagine we where in a simulation" ray said
"What?" I said laughing
"Like we weren't real and when we died we go into the real life"
He explains high as hell
I just laughed like a dumbass
(This is what actually happened when me and my friend where high 🤣)

Ray was laying at the edge and I had my head on his lap with my legs up the wall.He played with my hair as we enjoyed each other's company.

"Your so pretty" he said still playing with my hair.
"I know" I sarcastically said back trying to hold in my laughter

"No like actually, when I first saw you at the party I couldn't stop staring. Fuckshit said he had dibs and then Ruben got mad saying he wanted you so I never really tried anything on you" he spilt out probably not meaning to say all that.

I just looked up at him smiling

"What?" He said staring back

"Youuuu like meeee" I said getting up jumping up and down on his bed

"Chill your gunna wake my mom" he said trying to pull me down laughing.

He grabbed my legs making me fall backwards on to the bed. I squealed
grabbing onto his arm well falling, which pulled him on top of me.

We stared at each other looking into each others eyes. I slowly leaned in pulling his head down,
Letting the high take over my body
Until he pulled his head up going back to sitting how he was.

"Why'd you pull away?" I asked confused as I sat up
"Fuckshit likes you and I can't do that, he's like a brother to me" he explained.

"Fuckshits a fuckboy, like you said he doesn't do relationships so why would it matter to him" I said annoyed

"He likes you bruh, he never gets mad over a girl yo" he said getting defensive

" I really don't caree, look I love fuckshit but It ain't never gunna happen"

Ray just looked at me shocked

"What- oh shit!" I said realizing what I just said.

"You-"
" I didn't mean it like that and you know it!" I said defending myself.

"Okay okay" he said giving in laughing.

We sat for a couple seconds
Just thinking, we still high as hell.

"I'm tired" I said as I laid next to him on the bed.
The light was already off, the moon shined into the room from his window.

"Do you like fuckshit?" Ray asked looking at the ceiling

I was to high to give a fuck about anything,

"I'm not sure honestly, it's to early for me to know."

"Oh" is all he said back.

Ray already fell asleep but I was still on my thoughts.
The only thing that was still in my head was 'fuckshit'

Did he actually like me?

I don't know if I like him.

Do I?

924 words 📀
I'm currently in the mountains.
Yay no wifi.

N e wayssssss
This chapter kinda everywhere ;/
But rays high ass snitched on fuckshit.

I might do a fuckshit pov again I'm not sure yet.