lost ~~c.h.~~

seven

I feel like inside, I'm getting taken away. I feel like I'm getting replaced. Crying doesn't help with anything. And neither do mirrors. When I look in the mirror I see a fat, depressed girl trying to be free from the pain so she can fly away. Fly into the sky to get lost and no one will ever find her. She's hidden so good that the place is forgotten, abandoned, lonely, and broken. just like my soul. (End of diary entry)

Wow. This adventure better be good.
Oh my god. Is this really happening? He's holding my hand! He drives out of the school parking lot and starts going down the main street.
"Are you nervous?" He asks. "your Han is shaking. You don't have to be nervous." I really was nervous. I don't know why I was. Oh yeah, maybe it's because I'm with Calum Hood!!?!??!
"Nope, I'm fine", I said as I smiled and looked out the window.
Out of the blue, when we were listening to The 1975, I got a text.
Perrie: what are you doing?
Perrie: why are you with Calum?
Perrie: Leah i swear to god im gonna call u if u don't answer!
I turn off my phone. We were at a red light and Calum was watching me.
"Who was that? Was it another boy? I mean sorry it can be ya know... but is it? Wow sorry um..." Calum says nervously. He's cute when he's nervous. aww!!!
"It was nobody." Shit... I shouldn't of said that... Whatever. "It wasn't a boy, don't worry." I then laugh. As I watch out the window I see that we are at the mall. I wonder why we are here.
Calum parks the car and unlocks the doors and we both get out. I wait on the other side until Calum comes from his side. we start walking toward the mall and Calum grabs my hand. i don't let go. I love when I feel safe around him. I hope today turns out good, and nothing goes wrong.

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Hi guys!!!!
So here's a small filler! I might update again tomorrow or today... its midnight. Lol thanks for reading this!! I love you guys.
~lauren