💚quidditch bet💚 •draco x reader•

• the pain of avoidance

•y/n pov•

the last few days have been a pain in the arse, derrière, ass, butt. whatever you want to call it. the specific name doesn't matter.

i have been avoiding draco, only to make my parents happy though. i cant tell him why though that would make me feel horrific. i have only spoken to him during class because, that is obviously necessary it's not like we can work as partners in silence is it.

because i have been avoiding him, the so called 'golden trio' have spoken to me more. bunch of two faced hoes. just because i don't speak to draco as much now they think i'll be there best friend.

i'd gladly speak to hermione and be her friend, we share a lot of interests, we both like to read, study, get good grades, and try our best to stay out of trouble. there is more i won't go into.

"morning" i say sitting next to ginny and mione. ginny looks at me and frowns. "what's up? you haven't been yourself the past while.." i look at her and my eyes go glossy as i try hold back tears. "i- i can't tell you, not here anyway" i say looking round, stopping when i lock with those beautiful grey eyes only to notice someone clinging to his arm.

parkinson..

i shouldn't be angry, i am the one avoiding him but it's for his own good. god knows what my family would do if they found i didn't listen to them.

i get up and grab my stuff and sprint to the common room then into my dorm. i sit on my bed and bawl my eyes out.

i hate crying, it makes me feel weak but i cant help but cry sometimes, it's only natural right? it seemed to be only a minute or two before ginny and hermione come into my room. "oh my god are you okay?!" mione yells running to hug me. "no i'm not, i have to stay away from someone i cant help but feel so much affection for even though i shouldn't, i have had to do this to please my stupid mum and dad!" i scream into hermiones shoulder. "hey hey it's okay" ginny says rubbing my back supportingly.

i sat crying for twenty minutes before going to the bathroom to freshen up by washing my face and having a cold shower.

i really like him, even though i shouldn't. i just do i cant help it! i have to stick to avoiding him even if it hurts. who knows? maybe my mother and father will realise they are being pure utter TWATS and let me speak to him soon.

seeing pansy literally clinging onto him as if she'd die if she didn't hurt me more than avoiding him. has any little teeny tiny ounce of care for me vanished into thin air?

a little backstory on me and pansy. we used to be able to talk without wanting to stab each other with swords the size of the fucking basilisk that harry killed in the chamber of secrets but now, it's a different story.

every time we went somewhere with each other she would always bring up her undying love for draco. like bitch leave him be, don't force him to be with you! but anyways carrying on,

at that point of the story, i had a very small crush on him so hearing her harp on about hugging him in the common room and sitting next to him at breakfast and dinner pissed me off.

but now that i have to avoid him, as hard as it is. he will probably go be with her. the pug faced brat i hate to know.

"thanks for making sure i was okay." i say to gin and mione. "it's not a problem, we figured out who it is you were talking about." mione says. "yeah i thought you would've" i laughed "it's stupid really, why would i have thought he would've liked me even a little bit, especially when he has pugfa- parkinson."

"you are so much better than her i promise you. he'd be really fucking stupid to not realise that i promise" ginny says hugging me. we have a group hug then head out for our classes.

•dracos pov•

"parkinson get the fuck off me!" i yell at her. we are in the common room and she keeps trying to hug me and makes moves on me.

can this bitch leave me alone?

"but dray, we have chemistry!" she replies

the only chemistry i feel is thinking about if i should pour nitric acid into your goblet later.

"we don't, leave me alone" i say walking to my dorm. "malfoy what took you so long?" crabbe asks as i walk in. "not in the mood, let me be." i say pulling the curtains round my bed.

why is she avoiding me? did i do something wrong?

thoughts like that went through my head all night. it made me not be able to fall asleep until close to two am. might not seem that late to other people but to me it is, especially since i get up at six am to do a small workout before school.

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i woke up and went to the toilet trying not to wake up a sleeping crabbe, goyle and zabini. jesus could goyle snore any louder?

i get ready for the day before going for a run round the lake. but i spotted someone at the other side.

usually no ones here at this time in the morning. strange.

i ignore them and start to run. the only sounds i hear are the birds starting to chirp since it was now dawn and the soft ripples of the lake.

peace. that's what i felt. as i got closer to the other figure as they had sat down on a bench facing the water i realised who it was. and my heart felt a mixture of 'oh shit what do i do' and 'yes go talk to her'

"y/n?"

shit i done it..

a/n-

heyooo, hope your enjoying this so far. also please feel free to comment, vote, send me any criticism you have. only positive or helpful criticism though, i'm trying to be less negative about things.

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