Matches Made in Heaven

Tu Itna Acha kyu Hain !!!!!

You are not Freaking Shehnaaz kaur Gill anymore ... you are THE SHEHNAAZ SIDDHARTH SHUKLA ... the daughter in Law of ASHOK AND RITA SHUKLA .... khabardaar agar kabhi bhi apne aap ko aise kam ya neecha dikhane ki koshish ki ..  

Sid pulled Sana more into him .. bending forward resting his head on her forehead ... her hand curled up in a fist and laying on his chest and his hands holding hers very tight ..

Sid: kya socha tune Shehnaaz ... kya tha vo ??..

Sana stays calm and looks down not able to even look in his eyes .. she felt very very bad ... she felt guilty .. she did have an explanation why she did that .. but how can she justify it when she herself has realized its wrong

Sid: bolo Shehnaaz ... i really need to know .. i want to know ki kya maine kuch aisa kiya ya bolo tumse ki tumne apne aap ko kam samajh liya ... please shenaaz  bolo .. mera sar phat raha hain do dino se

She simply nodded her head in a NO still looking down

Sid: phir ??.. bolo chup kyu ho abhi ...

Sana still nodded a No .. not daring to look at his eyes

Sid: dont please Sana... please .. i need to know ..

Sana: whispering .. mujhe .. mujhe laga ..

Sid: hmmm

Sana: ki .... main ... un sabki tarah .... khoobsoorat aur presentable .. nahi hoon ...

Sid: ye tumhe lagta hain  ya tumhe lagta hi ki mujhe lagta hain?

Sana stays calm sort of answering it ..she was shivering ... tears were rolling down her already pink cheeks...

Sid: he sighed... one thing he could never bear was her crying.... he cant see her breakdown...... releasing the pressure on her hand .. "come with me" he said and made her sit down under the tank .. their fav place ..

Sid: bol he said holding her shivering hands

Sana; mujhe laga ki tum itne sari achi achi ladkiyo ke saath kaam karthe ho ... aur Main tho koso door thak nahi dikthi itni achi ...

She said now looking at him and he only furrowed his eyebrows into ..gesturing her to continue

Sana: tere fans aur friends chahte hain ki tujhe aisee ladkiyo ke sath hona chahiye ..

Sid: unke kehne se kya ho jatha hain Shehnaaz .. tujhe kabse dusronki validation ki zaroorat padne lagi ??.. did i ever make you feel so ?... maine kabhi tujhe kam karke baat ki kisike samne ..

Sana:  nahi .. nahi Siddharth .... isme teri koyi galti nahi hain ..main hi ..

am sorry .. sachme main insecure hogayi thi ....

Sid : par kyu .. tune dekha na mujhe pehle bhi rashmi ke sath kaam karte waqt

Sana: haan .. lekin .. mujhe mann me pata  tha ki tu usse kitna nafrat kartha hain ..aur Rashmi utni achi bhi nahi dikhti .. to tab mujhe kuch farak hi nahi pada,,,,,

Sid: aur Neha se main kya pyaar karta hu ? ..

Sana; she again looked down ..

Sid: speak .. aur kya kya kooda bhara hain tere mann main

haan??.. bolo ???

Sana: i was jealous ... am sorry .. but yes i was .. main kisi bhi angle se usse match nahi karti .. aur aur jab maine tumhara poster aur BTS ki pictures dekhi tho..

Sid: tho ?

Sana: sachi siddharth .. mujhe kasam lage ... mujhe bahut jealousy hui .. tujhe aur use dekh kar .. pata nahi .. kyu .. wo itni achi dikhti hain .. wo kya bolte hain tere fans .. sexy aur hot ... mujhe nahi acha laga .. ki tera haath uspar tha ....nahi seh payi tujhe kisi aur ke bahoon main .. main kya karu ... hogayi main jealous