Unconditionally | Jenlisa

I N T R O D U C T I O N

UNCONDITIONALLY.|

"during the days and nights you were by my side, please believe me that i tried myself to stop my heart from beating fast because of you."

"but whatever i do, this heart of mine, it doesn't stop beating for you, jennie."

"it only beats for you."

-lalisa manoban.

Her love for me is unconditionally.

Inside those years i have been with her, she chose to love me no matter what may come in her way.

She still loves me even though i am in the arms of the person i love.

Echoing those traditional wedding vows, even if there's no 'us,'

Her love for me remains "in sickness and in health" and she doesn't waver when our life gets tough.

Her love is unconditional.

She comes from putting me first and prioritizing my health and happiness with no expectation of reward for herself.

She loves me so much to the point that the only thing that matters to her is my happiness.

She loves me.

but why would she leave me?

She always keeps her promises to me.

all of that, she really makes sure she can fulfill those promises that she still writes it in her journal.

She has never broken a promise to me.

but her promise for me that she will not leave me,

why did she break it?

my heart was broken when i found out that she would leave me and that she would never come back to my life.

I will accept it more if she will only goes abroad so that she can move on with her feelings for me.

but that is not the reason.

I thought she was leaving because she was already hurting when she's with me,

But it's not. And the reason behind of that,

I can't accept it.

Me and my heart were more crushed because of the reason why she had to leave me.

The thought of not having her in my life anymore was even heavier.

her love is unconditional.

but her life,

And time she has left to spend it with her loved ones and for me,

is not for lifetime.

"I regret the hours i wasted when you were still by my side."

"That even though i'm still not ready to let you go, i have to."

-Jennie kim.

"Even if i disappear next to you, i will always be in your heart jennie."

"If there really is a parallel universe. there, it's you and me until the end."

-Lalisa Manoban.

"So don't be afraid to let me go. In this life of ours, even though i'm not the one you'll spend the rest of your life with,"

"I promise. In the parallel universe, i will only look for you. Maybe there, you'll choose me. and there, i will love you for the rest of my life and i don't have to say goodbye anymore."

"But now, we have to. Baby, i have to."