"i will always choose to love you unconditionally." -lalisa manoban.
Her love for me is unconditionally.
Inside those years i have been with her, she chose to love me no matter what may come in her way.
She still loves me even though i am in the arm...
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Jennie.|
slowly opening my eyes, i quietly yawn and lowered my gaze at lisa. A pink tint slowly crept into my cheeks when i realized that she was sleeping on my arms.
I thought this was all just a dream, but it wasn't.
i traced her cheeks with the tip of my fingers, and sighed in contentment before i placed my lip on her forehead.
when i woke up with her next to me, there was only one thing i wanted to tell her over and over again;
"I'm sorry, lili." i whispered as i slowly closed my eyes.
Until now, i can't help but to think of what i did to her in the past few days.
I couldn't help but to feel hurt and guilty for what i had done to her and for the hurtful words i had said to her.
I was led by jealousy and sadness which caused me to hurt her feelings even more.
God, she doesn't deserve any of that.
"Today, i still deeply regret the hurtful words and the things i did to you lisa." I whispered as i stared at her face longingly.
tears began to stroll down my cheeks as i began to caress her cheek.
"I hope you forgive me, lili. I'm so sorry."
I quietly sob. Thinking that i might be the reason why there's a chance that i might lose her brought so much weight into my chest.
i shouldn't feel this because i'm the one who caused so much pain to her,
But it really hurts so much.
It fucking hurts.
"It's still in the morning, but you're crying again." She muttered with her eyes still closed.
I couldn't help it.
I can't help but to cry, knowing i'm the reason why you passed out and why we're here in the hospital.
I can't help it knowing that i hurt you so much.
I shouldn't be here. but i'm longing for you, lili.
I don't want to miss this opportunity, and that's to be with you.
When i saw her lips quiver, i stopped stroking her cheek and my body stiffened.
"If you're thinking of him. If you want to be with him---- jennie, you can leave me."
i sucked in breath when those words came out of her mouth.
She thinks that the reason why i'm crying is because of jongin. She thinks that it's him who i want to be with when it's not.
