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TW: mentions of Homophobic people and mental health and su!cide

Hi. So I know this story is completed but I just need to say some stuff.

First on all: Thank you all so much for voting and reading this story-and putting it on your reading lists, which is amazing and I really appreciate it.

Second is something soppy that y'all don't wanna hear but I wanted to post anyways.

So my dad went to this private high school(he tells me stories about it all the time and it seemed super fun) and they have a middle school there now, and he wants me and/or my brother to start going there, because they are opening up completely and not just four hours and day two times a week. He also thinks we aren't being pushed hard enough in our school.

My mom was talking to him about it and said that she would look into private schools that are closer nearby. They're all catholic schools.

It's not a problem, I'm christian, but it will be weird because I've never gone to church or read the Bible, and I'll be going to a class where they talk about God and Jesus and the Bible, and I will have no idea what it means.

(Also I won't judge you for your race or your sexualty, I don't get why some people are like that, they're so f***ing stupid)

They are going to give me and my brother a decision and whether we go or not, which I'm thankful for.

I think if they find a school and say 'hey y'all can go to this one if you want to' then I will most likely say yes, because...

-all the kids in my current school are jerks, and I have a bunch of toxic friends there

-almost all of the school is homophobic and I'm pretty sure I'm Bi(for example a kid was being bullied bc he was gay and I was the only one who talked to him)

-two of my toxic friends said that if I didn't go to a sleepover with them they would spill it to the whole school that I'm Bi and many other secrets(they're the only people I've come out too, and because of their reaction I don't want to tell anybody else yet)

-our teachers don't give one shit about our mental health. it's only when someone k!lls themselves it's a big deal(someone did end up doing that. it was rly sad and I hope it doesn't happen in our school again, and keep in mind we are only 10-12(sometimes 13) years old) 

-our teachers are jerks

-they separated everyone and I have 2 kids that I know in my class this year because the all the 5th-6th graders in the whole town go there

-I think it would be fun to go to a school and nobody knows me, so nobody really knows anything about me

-I won't have to go to school with my brother bc he'll probably say no way

-there are no jerky lunch aids


If I tell them no, it's because...

-I have one really nice teacher who supports everyone, and he doesn't care about our race or sexuality, and always is checking up on our mental health

-I do have some real friends that go there, and three of them are boys, so I won't be allowed to text them or anything, but the others I see at dance/soccer or I have their phone number

-if my brother doesn't go to a private school and I do, he'll start rumors about how I left as a joke

-some of my real friends will be really upset and the toxic ones will get mad and start rumors with my brother, except they will be more extreme

-I kinda sorta maybe might just a little bit have a crush on one of my guy friends, and I won't be able to text them and will most likely never see them again, and I also kinda sorta maybe might just a little bit have a crush on one of my girl friends, and I don't have their phone number

-IF THE UNIFORM HAS A F***ING SKIRT I HATE SKIRTS THEY'RE VERY ANNOYING THEY MAKE ME COLD AND IT'S SO F***ING HARD TO RUN AROUND IN THEM AND I F***ING HATE THEM ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

-in the classes where they talk about God and Jesus and the Bible I will know nothing and maybe be shunned for it

-I'll be around a bunch of SMART kids so I will seem really stupid

-I'll probably have more homework

-Since I'm staying in this school for 6th grade, I maybe want to go to the Middle school(7th and 8th Grade) to see how it plays out

-I won't know anybody there other than(maybe) two girls from dance


Thank you for listening to my rant <3

I will update if I end up going to a private school or not

Have an amazing day!

-Hemispherical Turtle

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