Lighting Up Your World (It's Okay Not To Be Okay Fan Fiction - COMPLETED)

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Soohyun-ssi:
What about lunch?

I never knew he's a texter since I responded to his every message. Hinayaan ko na kasi ang sarili ko, pero hindi ko pinipilit ang pagkakataon.

We talk about petty things, he updates me everytime which I also do. Madalas ako na itong hindi nakakapagreply agad.

Ngayon ay nag aaya na siyang maglunch pagkatapos ng photoshoot ko in which I am reluctant of. Parang hindi ako komportable lalo na't kaming dalawa lang this time, parati kasi naming kasama si Jaehyun Sajangnim, his cousin, our agency's CEO kapag lumalabas kami. Pero kung may konting pilit pa ay baka pumayag na ako.

Soohyun-ssi:
Tell me when you're done.

Susunduin kita.

We never talked about our feelings, or anything more personal. Natatakot ako sa maari kong malaman. Saka nalang ako siguro magtatanong, kapag may diversion na ako ng nararamdaman ko.

Me:
Done.

True to his words, sinundo niya nga ako sa shooting location namin, Kyung-ah walked me to him, pangiti-ngiti pa ito.

"How's the shoot?"

"Okay lang, hindi ako ganoon kakomportable pero magaling iyong photographer," sabi ko sa kanya nang tumulak na kami paalis.

It was my first time to do something not-so daring photoshoots. Ang bababa na kasi ng mga neckline na pinapasuot sa'kin and they even made me show my cleavage.

"Patingin?"

Hindi ko yata kayang ipakita sa kanya.

"Wala akong kopya. Baka mamaya ay isesend ni Kyung-ah kapag meron na,"

Sa isang Japanese restaurant kami nagdesisyong kumain. To my surprise, he ordered for three. Are we expecting someone?

"Makikikain raw si Jaehyun-hyung, humabol pa," nanlaki ang mga mata ko.

"Sajangnim?"

Tumango siya, "Naabutan raw ng gutom."

Ilang saglit pa ay dumating na si Sajangnim at nagsimula na kaming kumain. We talked about my photoshoot and I notice how silent Soohyun is. He seems busy with his phone.

I lean sidewards to peek. Humalakhak ako sa nakita.

"Why are you googling yourself?"
He looks embarrassed, his ears are turning red.

"I'm just making it sure the results are correct," he excuses.

Hindi talaga ako makaget-over roon hanggang sa natanggap ko iyong mga larawan ko galing sa aking manager. Sajangnim received them, too. He wants to see it but I find it really awkward knowing my boobies almost pop out.

"Sanang hindi ka na namin pinatuloy dito! I feel so out-of-place. Parang ako itong tag-along," sabi ni Soohyun sa pinsan when we both refused to show him my photos. They talk very informally outside the office. Hindi na ako nasanay.

Mamaya ko na isesend kapag siguro nakauwi na kami sa kanikaniya naming mga bahay.

Isinabay ako ni Sajangnim pauwi since my house is on his way to his destination. Sakto naman, Soohyun was summoned by his manager, urgent raw.

"Yeaji-ssi, I am sorry to rain on this parade but..." says Sajangnim. Napatingin ako sa kanya. "See how you both get closer after the drama. I know you are aware about this but let me remind you that Soohyun has a girlfriend. Things aren't easy for them both right now but..."

He sighs as he focuses on his driving, "I don't want them to point fingers at you just in case they will decide to call it off."

"Sajangnim..."

"I'm thinking about your sake. We can deny this one even this previous agency did. But the truth will haunt you because it's evident that Soohyun is getting very fond of you."