Chloe and Them.

I lost it

✨🧚TW: SELF HARM 🧚✨

"YOU KISSED A GANG LEADER?!" Jaden yells, I flinch

"Fuck off" I say, rolling my eyes

"Pardon?" Jaden says, surprised, then I hear the front door open, everyone was home, I hear the two girls come bounding upstairs and into the room

"CJ! CJ! Guess what!!" Millie says, excitedly

I fake gasp "what?!" I say, kind of interested

"I had an ice cream!" She squeals

"Before dinner?" Noen and nick say at the same time

Millie looks worried and the mum of them, her name is Sasha, comes upstairs

"I'm so so sorry about that! She wouldn't stop crying until I got it" Sasha says

"It's fine Sasha, you can-" nick was about to say

"Uhm, well, I actually have a really important job cruise for two weeks so-" Sasha says

"Look after the kids? No problem" Noen says

"Thank you! Thank you so much!" She said, dashing out, we heard the door close and her get into a car

"Millie we told you about being a brat!" Nick says

Millie looks scared, is this how I look when I'm about to get a spanking? I didn't care, Millie CANT be spanked by nick! He's way to strong!

"It's part of growing up nick cal down" I say, calmly

"Fine, she can get a way with it, for now" nick says

"Any way so what's this about kissing?" Nick says

I tell Millie to go and talk to uncle chase, she nods and bounds down, Katie following behind closely

"For fucks sake it's a kiss!" I hiss

"Your to young!" Nick says

"Then what's the age?!" I say

"16!!" Nick says

That was it, I made sure Caleb and Noen where in the room, Caleb was actually next to me, not really paying attention so I kissed him on the cheek

the boys just stared

Oh

WAIT WHAT?!

"CHLOE I AM LITERALLY GOING. TO MURDER YOU." Noen says, that's my speed coming in handy I run downstairs and into where the girls are

"What's going on?" Chase asks

"I kissed Caleb and now I'm gonna die" I say, sitting on amell's lap

"For Christ sake" Amell says

"CHLOE!" Noen yells coming downstairs, everyone watches amused

"Yes Noen eubanks?" I say that stumped him

"Room. Right now" he growls

"Ooh I'm so scared" I say, sarcastically I leave the room and go upstairs into my room, Caleb and nicks are there looking incredibly close to my juul, cigarette and alcohol stash

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" I yell they spin around and I immediately tackle nick to the ground, extremely mad

"CHLOE!" Caleb shouts, but I can barely hear, I'm punching nick and he punches back, rolling around the floor punching, kicking and swearing, the guys must've heard the commotion because they run upstairs after a minute, I'm immediately picked up and held back by my waist, it's Tyler I try and move forward but he has a firm grip so I kick his shin, I'm immediately taken into another room and Tyler puts me over his knee

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK "HOW" SMACK SMACK SMACK "DARE YOU" SMACK SMACK SMACK "FIGHT" SMACK SMACK "AND VAPE" SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

"Tyler stop!" I sob

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

Tyler stops and puts me Infront of him, pulling up my pants and panties and he sends me to my room with a really hard slap to where my thigh meets my bum

"Ow!" I yelp, before running towards my room

"I HATE YOU! I HATE ALL OF YOU AND I WISH I WAS NEVER FUCKING BORN!" I shout, running into my room and slamming the door, I go to my alcohol stash and find my razor, seven months clean wasted

I cut, it hurt and I sobbed but I felt like I deserved this, the blood stained my arm, the cuts scarily deep, so I go towards my thighs and start cutting the smell of blood wavers round and I feel light headed, I put down the razor and pass out on the floor, blood staining my carpet, thats the last thing I remember

*Three hours later*

I wake up, blood everywhere, the pain up my arm killed me I stand up, still dizzy, and go to the bathroom, I take sweat pants and a fluffy t-shirt into the bathroom and get into the shower, I keep the water cold and cry lightly, not wanting Ryan to hear me, I washed the now try, crusty blood from my arm and gently washed it with soap, I get out the shower, put on my PJs and go downstairs, leaving my hair wet and curly, I guess my face is still tearstained as when the boys look at me they look worried and concerned, I pull my sleeves to my hand and sit on a couch next to Payton and Ashton, I notice nick is shifting uncomfortably in his seat ha! That should teach him, his nose has dried blood around it so I guess I won

Nathan looks at how I'm holding my sleeves and immediately looks at the boys I look down and realise I'm bleeding, I had to get out of there! And fast, I stand up, say I have to use the bathroom and run upstairs, I grab a flannel and gently wash away my blood

Knock

Knock

Knock

"Can I come in?" Amell asks

"Whatever" I say, he comes in and I pull my sleeve down, he looks worried and nibbles his lip

"Show me" he says, I burst into tears, crying a river, he immediately pulls me into a hug and slowly pulls my sleeve down I feel him wince at the sight

"I'm so sorry" I sob, gasping in-between words

"Shh shh shh it's okay, I'm getting kio okay?" Amell says he runs downstairs and quickly comes back up with kio, kio has bandages and a weird medicine that stung when he put it on my cuts, he wrapped them up in bandages and wrapped me into a big hug, he carried me down and sat me on his knee, when he sat down Nathan gripped my hand

"We'll get you through this, okay?" Nathan whispers, I nod

Let's hope I do..