An Indescribable Feeling

Understanding Each Other

As Anna walked around quickly backstage, she wasn't sure what she was looking for at first. After a few minutes, she realised that she was looking for Hoseok and she slowed down. The thought had made her pause, she felt as though she shouldn't keep going to one particular soulmate for comfort. Hoseok had already done that this morning, so it wasn't fair to go to him again.

Instead, she came across an empty room and went in closing the door behind her. She walked over to the sofa planning to curl up on it but found that it was already occupied. It seemed she had come across Yoongi's napping room. Turning around, Anna began to tiptoe out of the room, knowing the rapper didn't like to be disturbed when he was sleeping.

"Stop."

Anna turned back to see Yoongi still lying on the sofa, but with his eyes partially open looking her way.

"Don't go. You can stay."

"It's okay. I don't want to disturb you."

"You won't. Stay."

It sounded more like an order than a suggestion, so Anna obediently sat down in a chair. Anna had always thought that she would find Yoongi intimidating if she met him. Although it wasn't unusual for her to find someone intimidating. Out of all the members of BTS, Anna knew she felt a strong connection to Yoongi because his personality was the most similar to hers. He was quiet, an introvert and he wasn't fond of cameras.

As he lay there in front of her with his eyes closed, Anna couldn't help but take the moment to stare. So beautiful. She also knew he wasn't as confident in his looks as some of the other members. Which was something else they had in common. However, Anna thought that he, and the other members, shone with an inner beauty. He was genuine and had a pure heart and nothing was more beautiful than that in her eyes.

"I can feel you staring."

Anna knew she was caught staring when Yoongi opened his eyes and raised an eyebrow. Anna quickly looked away as she felt her face heat up. She looked down at her lap and began fiddling with her fingers.

"What were you thinking about?"

"Umm, nothing."

"Nice try. Tell me. It's only fair that you tell me since you were staring at me so intensely."

Anna looked over at Yoongi to find him staring back at her, a smirk on his lips.

"I was thinking... that you're beautiful."

It was Yoongi's turn to blush this time and Anna couldn't help but feel a little victorious at the sight. Her soulmates were always making her blush, and it was nice to be able to turn the tables on them.

Before he could respond, he was distracted by an insistent buzzing in his pocket. Frowning Yoongi took his phone out to check it. He glanced up at Anna before going back to reading the screen.

"Anna, why is everyone asking where you are?"

"Oh, umm, well, I, uh, I might have run away."

"You run away?"

Anna nodded before looking down again. She heard Yoongi get up and walk over to her. He crouched down in front of her so he could look up at her face.

"Why?"

"It was too much. I just needed to... to..."

"Get away."

"Yes."

Yoongi nodded and stood up. He held his hand out to her.

"Come on."

Anna looked up at him and saw no judgement in his eyes. As she took his hand and stood up, she thought about how strange it felt to her to be holding someone's hand. It wasn't something she was used to, but with her soulmates, it felt like the most natural thing in the world. Nevertheless, Anna couldn't help but blush at the physical contact. Yoongi squeezed her hand and grinned at her.