Louis awoke to feel like he's been hit by a bus. His body was so sore feeling like he just did a full body work out.
It was hell.
His eyes were blinded by the sun. Stupid Liam not having blinds in his spare room. He would've stayed in bed longer if it wasn't for the nausea feeling in his gut. Quickly, forgetting the soreness Louis jumped out of bed and raced to the closes toilet.
When he was done violently vomiting in the toilet, he noticed how shaky he was and the tears on his eyes... Oh no,
it was starting.
He was scared, so very scared. He didn't know if he could do this again. The feeling of pain and misery, the feeling like he's going to die. Without even taking off his clothes, Louis just got in the shower turning on the hot water only. It was so cold, so freezing in this house he need the warmth.
He sat in the shower floor clutching his knees to his chest allowing the now scalding hot water rain all over him.
He needed to feel warm, he couldn't seem to get warm. He was shivering under the water drops, teeth chattering. He tried to splash the water on his bare feet.
This isn't going to be easy.
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FanfictionLouis was struggling. After Zayn's departure and One Direction's break up Louis had slipped in a deep depression. He feels a abandoned by his ex bandmates and completely lost in his life. He's takin' up drugs and alcohol to fill the void in his life...
